Curfew...

Talk as if I'm ready to die
说得像我准备好去死了一样
But I'm really not ready to die
其实，我还没准备好离开
I don't mind
我完全不介意
You can tell me 'bout your day
你可以和我倾诉今天是如何度过的
If you wanna sit together
如果你只是想安静地坐着
In silence for a number of hours
沉默地度过一段时光
That is OK
那也没关系呀
That is fine by me
我会一直陪伴在你身边
I was surprised you see
我很惊讶你看见了
When you asked if I wanted to chill
然后问我是否想冷静下来
Because you used to say
你曾说过
You're really not a fan of awkward tension
你很讨厌尴尬的紧张气氛
And I can be quiet and self loathing
我可以保持安静、保持自我厌恶
And have a constant need for attention
但仍然希望能引起他人的注意
Not to mention
更不必说
Confusing humor
我那令人困惑的幽默感
I might be rude about your music taste
我曾对你的音乐品味可能作出了不太礼貌的评价
So, I'm sorry in advance
所以...我提前说声抱歉
But the industry moves quickly
这个圈子瞬息万变
And I feel the need to keep up with names and faces
我需要记住所有人的名字和长相
So I find new sounds on a daily basis
我每天都会找到全新的制作声音
It's not difficult to listen on a daily basis, but
发现到它们并不难，但
Still question my existence on a daily basis
我从未停止质疑自己的存在是否有意义
Tie my shoes up on a daily basis
每一天，我都系紧鞋带出发
Write my thoughts down on a daily basis
每一天，我都用尽心思创作
Worry about life
每一天，我都为维系生计劳神费力
And wonder how many days I have left on this daily basis
想知道自己到底还剩下多少时日
Sixteen years in so see all you're able to see
16年过去了，你完全可以看到一切
Sixteen years in because you'll never be free
16年过去了，你从未拥有一刻自由
And I should really get to sleep
我想，也许我真的应该去睡觉了