I Wanna Get Better (Demo Version)

Hey I hear the voice of the preacher from the back room
听到牧师的声音从后面房间传来
Calling my name and I follow just to find you
为了找到你，我忍不住跟随那呼唤着我的声音
I trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather
却被引到一台播着天气预报的旧电视前
And I've trained myself to give up on the past
我努力让自己抛下过去
Cause I froze in time between hearses and caskets
可我的人生已在那场葬礼上停滞不前
Lost control when I panicked at the acid test
在这样的艰难人生课题中，我不知所措
I wanna get better
我希望自己变得更好
While my friends were getting high
朋友们玩得越来越嗨
And chasing girls down parkway lines
在林荫道上和女孩们嬉笑打闹
I was losing my mind
我却心碎到快要发疯
Because the love,the love,the love,the love,the love
因为我所有的爱
that I gave wasted on a nice face
都倾注在这个可爱的人身上
In a blaze of fear,I put a helmet on a helmet
在巨大的恐惧之中我把自己层层包裹起来
Counting seconds through a night and got carried away
那些夜晚度秒如年，我陷在痛苦之中无法自拔
So now I'm standing on the overpass
我站在立交桥上
Screaming at the cars, hey!
奋力向车流呐喊，嘿！
I wanna get better!
我要变得更好
I didn't know I was lonely till I saw your face
遇到你我才发现自己是如此孤独
I wanna get better
我要成为更好的人
Better, better, better
比好更好
I wanna get better
我希望自己变得更好
I didn't know I was broken till I wanted to change
直到开始想做些改变我才发现自己的心已是如此破碎不堪
I wanna get better
我要成为更好的人
Better, better, better
比好更好
I wanna get better
我希望自己变得更好
I go up to my room and there's girls on the ceiling
我走进卧室，天花板上贴满你的照片
Cut out their pictures
从这些照片里把你剪出来
and I chase that feeling of an eighteen year old who didn't know what loss was
我紧跟着那些感觉，那是十八岁时的我不曾了解的失去至爱之痛
Now I'm a stranger
如今那些感受都慢慢消解
And I miss the days of a life still permanent
我想念那些只能永远留在记忆里的日子
Mourn the years before I got carried away
我已经沉浸在痛苦里太多年
So now I'm staring at the interstate
我凝望着长长的公路
Screaming at myself, hey!
内心呐喊着，嘿！
I wanna get better
我要变得更好
I didn't know I was lonely till I saw your face
遇到你我才发现自己是如此孤独
I wanna get better
我要成为更好的人
Better, better, better
比好更好
I wanna get better
我希望自己变得更好
I didn't know I was broken till I wanted to change
直到开始想做些改变我才发现自己的心已是如此破碎不堪
I wanna get better
我要成为更好的人
Better, better, better
比好更好
I wanna get better
我要变得更好
Cause I'm sleeping in the back of a taxi
我在的士后座睡去
I'm screaming from my bedroom window
我从卧室里向窗外呐喊
Even if it's gonna kill me
即便这会击溃我
Woke up this morning early before my family
今早我早早醒来
From this dream where she was trying to show me
脑海里还满是 她在梦里努力的告诉我
How a life can move from the darkness
到底要如何走出低迷
She said to get better
她说 你要变得更好
So I put a bullet where I should have put a helmet
所以我摊开了那些一直掩藏起来的脆弱
And I crash my car Cause I wanna get carried away
我撞坏了车子 我多希望一切就这么结束
That's why I'm standing on the overpass
这就是我站在立交桥上的原因
Screaming at myself, hey!
内心呐喊着
I wanna get better!
我要变得更好
I didn't know I was lonely till I saw your face
遇到你我才发现自己是如此孤独
I wanna get better
我要成为更好的人
Better, better, better
比好更好
I wanna get better
我希望自己变得更好
I didn't know I was broken till I wanted to change
直到开始做些想改变我才发现自己的心已是如此破碎不堪
I wanna get better
我要成为更好的人
Better, better, better
比好更好
I wanna get better
我要变得更好
music & lyric by Jack Antonoff / John Hill