Death Dance
I never thought I'd be so mean
我从没想过我会变得这么刻薄
Never thought I'd be alone at nineteen
从没想过我在19岁变成孑然一人
All the sounds are in my head again, head again
但是所有这种想法都在我脑海里一遍遍回放
And all the thoughts are running through my brain and out the door
所有负面想法贯穿我的思想贯穿我的一切生活
Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain
比起清醒和理智，我更愿意愚蠢着
But you can see all the things I'm going through
比起深陷痛苦，我更愿意麻木着
Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain
你不能看见我所经历的一切
But you can see all the **** I'm going through
比起清醒和理智，我更愿意愚蠢着
No no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside
比起深陷痛苦，我更愿意麻木着
No no no, no no no, I bleed to feel alive
你不能看见我所经历的这些SB事
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside
我把我的痛苦藏在心里
Nah nah nah, makes it hard to survive
我让自己流血只为感受活着
No you can't find my reasons, no, you can't find my pain
我已经心死了
We all got lost in Jesus, but he can't take away my pain
这让我活下去更难了
I'm looking for something more
你不能找到我变成这样的原因
So take me away, from out the door
你也不能找到我的痛苦所在
Now I'm looking for you outside to say
我们都迷失在上帝那儿了
No no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside
但是他不能带走我的痛苦啊
No no no, no no no, we bleed to feel alive
我在寻找一些更多的依托
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside
所以把我从你门前带走吧
Nah nah nah
我正等着你出来告诉我呢
No I can't take it
我把我的痛苦藏起来了啊
All of these memories
我看着自己流血因为这样才能感受活着
I can't fake it
我已经在你看不到的地方死掉了
I'm trying but I am dying
I just want to
我不能承受
All just be myself
所有这些记忆了
I have tried to, but now I am someone else
我不能伪装下去了
No no no, no no no, so please be kind
我正在努力但是我也正在死去
No no no, no no no, I'm losing my mind
我只是想要
No no no, no no no, I'm really not fine
我只是想要成为我自己啊
Oh no, I'm really not fine
我试过了啊但是现在我变成别人了
We live in an age where *** and horrors are Gods
所以对我友善一点好不好
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
我快疯掉了
We live in an age where *** and horrors are Gods
我现在真的感觉不太好
We live in an age
我真的很难受
We live in an age
我们正处于一个被性和恐惧支配的年纪
We live in an age where *** and horrors are Gods
我们正处于一个没有人对自己感到满意的年纪
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
我们生活在一个性和恐惧称神的时代
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
我们正处于这样的年纪
Are flawed
我们生活在这样的时代
No I can't take it
我们生活在一个性和恐惧称神的时代
All of these memories
我们正处于一个没有人对自己感到满意的年纪
I can't fake it
我们正处于一个所有人都有裂痕的时代
I'm trying but I am dying
I just want to
我受够了
All just be myself
所有这些回忆
I have tried to, but now I am someone else
我伪装不下去了