Tons Confession

I am,
I was self,
It's what I turned to be,
A solid stone through violin,
It may not make just be

But when I close my eyes to dream,
I felt the wind, the rain,
And a clouded sky that seems,
Happy to stay

I was,
Once I was,
Irreversible, but space,
Between me and what you made of me,
And how others crowd the sane

But when I close my eyes to dream,
I felt the wind, the rain,
And a clouded sky that seems,
Happy to stay

I was,
Once I was
Burnt smoke and flesh and flames,
We now sing to an act of love,
How can always do the same

But when I close my eyes to dream,
I felt the wind, the rain,
And a clouded sky that seems,
Happily stained