Colossus

Your mother hung herself in the National Theater
你妈妈在国家剧院里面上吊自杀了
When she was four months pregnant with your sister
当她怀着你四个月大的妹妹的时候
Who would have been thirteen years old today
她没早夭的话这个时候应该已经十三岁了
Does that make you feel any less alone in the world?
这会让你在这个世上少感到哪怕一点点的孤独吗
Your dad, I'm sure, he tried his best
你爸爸，我相信，他尽了他最大的努力
He thought you'd be better off living with your grandmother
他相信和奶奶住在一起会让你好受一点儿
He didn't realize that she had already given up
他没意识到你奶奶早就心生厌倦了
Baby, your family, they are just losers
亲爱的，你的一家子，他们只是废物而已
I've become such a wolf around you
我成为了你身边徘徊的狼
My thoughts go dark and dull, out of focus
我的思维沉入黑暗，变得呆滞，渐渐失焦
Have no peace in my mind
脑袋里片刻不得安宁
Because you
因为你
You've touched me
你触摸了我
The screech owls are going insane outside my house
我屋子外一群刺耳尖叫的猫头鹰快要发疯了
It is the season for trouble and self destruction
现在正值劫难和自我毁灭的时节
All of my friends, they are falling apart
我所有的朋友，他们都正在崩溃当中
But not me, I'm in control
但我没有，一切都在我的掌控中
Remember the exquisite corpse that we created together
记得我和你一起创造的那个“精致的死尸”（文字游戏）
We laughed at the time, it seemed so impenetrable
我们那时候一齐笑了，它看起来那么无法理解
But reading it now I think I understand
但是现在重读一遍 我想我理解了
What it is that we are trying to steal from each other
我们都想从对方身上盗取的东西是什么
I've become such a wolf around you
我成为了你身边那样的一匹狼
My thoughts go dark and dull, out of focus
我的思维沉入黑暗，变得呆滞，渐渐失焦
Have no peace in my mind
脑袋里片刻不得安宁
Because you
因为你
You've touched me
你打动了我