吃着Parma Violets (一种英国产糖果）
Eating Parma violets
从诊疗室回家
On the way back from therapy
倒在天鹅绒的长椅上血流成河
Bleeding out on a velvet couch
他们有点忧心忡忡
They're kinda worried about me
你还记得吗
当你折断了臂膀
Do you remember
却仍想着攀往天庭
When you broke your arm
我们缄口不言
Tryna climb your way to paradise?
似乎一切安然无恙
我把杂志剪得七零八落
Try to keep it in
感到自己怒火中烧
Pretend we got it all figured out
我们总是悔不当初
I've been cutting magazines
在美术馆大吵大闹
I think I'm burning
努力避免让家人大失所望
'Cause we're second guessing
我们总是追悔莫及
We shout in the gallery
追悔莫及
Trying not to disappoint my family
妄想自己仍旧是个孩童
免受香烟之害与不告而别
'Cause we're second guessing
哭泣时我总是紧咬下唇
We're second guessing
我知道你愤慨于我的轻生念头
但你要明白
Yeah, in my stupid way, I wish I was five
我在尽全力
Without the cigarettes and quiet goodbyes
去变回三月里讨人喜爱的那个女孩
I always bite my lower lip when I cry, yeah
你还记得吗
I know you hate it when I say I wanna die
当你折断了臂膀
But I'll tell you something
却仍想着攀上天庭
I'm trying hard
我们缄口不言
To be the girl you kinda liked back in March
装作一切安然无恙
我把杂志剪得七零八落
Do you remember
感到自己怒火中烧
When you broke your arm
因为我们总是悔不当初
Tryna climb your way to paradise?
在美术馆大吵大闹
努力避免让家人大失所望
Try to keep it in
因为我们总是追悔莫及
Pretend we got it all figured out
在美术馆大吵大闹
I've been cutting magazines
努力避免让家人大失所望
I think I'm burning
'Cause we're second guessing
We shout in the gallery
Trying not to disappoint my family
('Cause we're second guessing
We shout in the gallery
Trying not to disappoint my family)
'Cause we're second guessing
Second guessing
'Cause we're second guessing
Second guessing
'Cause we're second guessing
We're second guessing
Second Guessing