I don’t want to think of you anymore
But when I’m with somebody new you’re what I’m comparing them to
I don’t want to feel like I did before
But when I start falling again
I get scared of how it will end
Cause I know it was my fault
I stayed too long
I made that call and I was wrong
I take responsibility
But when I’m looking in the eyes of someone I like
Afraid they’re gonna lie to me
I blame you for that
I blame you for that
When I’m saying how I feel like it’s not a big deal
Afraid they’re gonna laugh at me
I blame you for that
I blame you for that
Getting over you’s been getting worse
The anger I never let out
Has finally caught up to me now
I try and try but I can’t forgive
I didn’t know better but now
I see how much better it could have been
But I know it was my fault
I stayed too long
I made that call I question now
What the hell was wrong with me
But when I’m looking in the eyes of someone I like
Afraid they’re gonna lie to me
I blame you for that
I blame you for that
When I’m saying how I feel like it’s not a big deal
Afraid they’re gonna laugh at me
I blame you for that
I blame you for that
I tried to bend myself, fit into shapes, to be what you want
But I couldn’t keep it up
When you grew to hate the parts of me you used to love, I should’ve walked away
And I know that that’s my fault
But when I’m looking in the eyes of someone I like
Afraid they’re gonna lie to me
I blame you for that
I blame you for that
When I’m saying how I feel like it’s not a big deal
Afraid they’re gonna laugh at me
I blame you for that
I blame you for that