I Almost Do (Taylor's Version)

I bet this time of night, you’re still up
我想 此刻你应仍未入眠
I bet you’re tired from a long hard week
难熬的一周已让你疲倦不已
I bet you’re sittin' in your chair by the window
我猜 此时你正坐在窗边
Looking out at the city, and I bet
眺望着火树银花的城市
Sometimes you wonder 'bout me
我笃定 有时我的身影会掠过你的思绪

And I just wanna tell you
我只是想让你知道
It takes everything in me not to call you
光是忍住不去联系你 就已耗费了我全部的力气
And I wish I could run to you
而我又多么希望我可以奔向你
And I hope you know that
希望你能知道
Every time I don’t, I almost do, I almost do
在每一次我退却的背后 是我抑制了千万次的挣扎

I bet you think I either moved on or hate you
我想 你一定认为我已释怀抑或是对你心怀恨意
‘Cause each time you reach out, there’s no reply
不然你每一次的靠近 为何我都没有回应
I bet it never, ever occurred to you
我肯定 你永远不会像我这样
That I can’t say hello to you and risk another goodbye
因为无法承受再一次的离别 连个照面也不敢打

And I just wanna tell you
我只是想告诉你
It takes everything in me not to call you
我花了浑身解数才忍住不去主动走近你
And I wish I could run to you
但我又多么希望可以坦然奔向你
And I hope you know that
希望你能知道
Every time I don’t, I almost do, I almost do
在每一次我冷漠与拒绝的表面下 是我差一点就要沉沦于你的冲动

Oh, we made quite a mess, babe
我们让这一切变得一片狼藉 覆水难收
It’s probably better off this way
可能现在这样才是最好的收场
And I confess, babe
但我坦白
In my dreams, you’re touching my face
在我无数的梦里 你曾轻抚我的脸颊
And asking me if I want to try again with you
问我是否愿意重新开始
And I almost do
而我差一点就答应了

And I just wanna tell you
我只是想告诉你
It takes everything in me not to call you
我竭尽全力逃离 不去留念你和过往回忆
And I wish I could run to you
但我又多么希望可以回头 大步奔向你的怀抱
And I hope you know that
希望你能知道
Every time I don’t, I almost do, I almost do
每一次在我缄默之前 都是我差一点就要说出的挽留

I bet this time of night, you’re still up
我想 此刻你应仍未入眠
I bet you’re tired from a long hard week
难熬的一周已让你疲倦不已
I bet you’re sittin' in your chair by the window
我猜 此时你正坐在窗边
Looking out at the city, and I hope
眺望着灯火阑珊的城市
Sometimes you wonder 'bout me
而我多么希望 我依然能停留在你心里