Mourning the loss of my former self in the morning
早上，为过去的自己哀悼
Saw him dying weeping
看他垂死哭泣
I heard him screaming ignored it
我听见他在尖叫，但并没有理会
Picking up the pieces my piece of mind is important
收拾我脑海中的残局十分重要
The potency of my dreams
我梦想的力量
Keeps me up at night cause I’m focused
让我夜不能寐，因为我很专注
At the same time I'm wondering if I want it
同时我在思索我是否想要它
Don’t wanna ask for the rain
不想要下雨
But then run away when it pouring
但是当大雨倾盆而下的时候，就跑开了
I'm pouring out my heart for you
我为你倾吐心声
Maybe just for the moment
也许只是暂时的
Tryna do what I gotta do optimistic and hopeless
试着做我该做的乐观和绝望
And everything I thought I’d be
以及我想成为的一切
I left behind
我留了下来
So I could find out who I really am inside
这样我才能发现我真实的内心世界
And everything I thought I’d be
以及我想成为的一切
I left behind
我留了下来
So I could find out who I really am inside
这样我才能发现我真实的内心世界
Soul searching, tryna find something
心灵的探索，试图找到些什么
I can hold on to, hold on (hold on)
我可以坚持，坚持 (坚持)
Soul searching, tryna find something
心灵的探索，试图找到些什么
They can't take away, take away (hold on)
他们无法带走它，带走它(坚持)
Soul searching, tryna find something
心灵的探索，试图找到些什么
I can hold on to, hold on (hold on)
我可以坚持，坚持 (坚持)
Soul searching, tryna find something
心灵的探索，试图找到些什么
They can't take away, take away (hold on)
他们无法带走它，带走它(坚持)
And I'm running through the chapters
我正在浏览各章
Tryna turn a new page
试着翻开新的篇章
Break the bondage of my story
打破我故事的束缚
Make a difference make it change
有所作为有所改变
But I'm waylaid to start deciding
但我不得不开始做决定
What I'm bound to do by facing my own excitement
面对自己的兴奋，我一定要做些什么
I been aging my mind for some time with these rhymes
我用这些韵脚使我的思想成熟些
Still I'm paging my dangerous self and I hate it
我仍然在呼唤危险的自我，我讨厌它
I hate what I've lied about silently
我讨厌我沉默地撒过的谎
Masking these casualties losing a piece of myself
掩盖这些伤痛使我失去了自己的一部分
Stealing pieces of health, and I never could tell
偷零落的健康，我永远也说不上来
Still I'm maturing and doing whatever I could
我仍然在成熟，尽我所能
Hoping my vacancies, vacate
希望我的空缺，空出来
And I become who I should, yoh
我变成了我应该成为的人,yoh
And everything I thought I’d be
我想我会成为的一切
I left behind
我留了下来
So I could find out who I really am inside
这样我才能发现我真实的内心世界
And everything I thought I’d be
我想我会成为的一切
I left behind
我留了下来
So I could find out who I really am inside
这样我才能发现我真实的内心世界
Soul searching, tryna find something
心灵的探索，试图找到些什么
I can hold on to, hold on (hold on)
我可以坚持，坚持 (坚持)
Soul searching tryna find something
心灵的探索，试图找到些什么
They can't take away, take away (hold on)
他们无法带走它，带走它(坚持)
Soul searching, tryna find something
心灵的探索，试图找到些什么
I can hold on to, hold on (hold on)
我可以坚持，坚持 (坚持)
Soul searching tryna find something
心灵的探索，试图找到些什么
They can't take away, take away (hold on)
他们无法带走它，带走它(坚持)
soul searching