Carelessly

I am only as good as my ideas
我只是像我的想法一样乐观
I am holding you back from your tears
我只是在试图止住你的眼泪
I am hoping you'll be here for years
我希望你能在这里呆上几年
I am hoping you'll hold me for years
我希望你能这样抱着我几年
Self care is a waste on me
自顾对我来说是种浪费
Though it's not that I live carelessly
尽管我并非活得漫不经心
All that I've ever wanted
我渴望着的一切
Falls short to crawl in this boy's apartment
不过是在这男孩的公寓久久停留
On the regular, I've lied
我撒了谎，再正常不过了
By the reservoir, I've cried
我流了泪，在那水池边上
For that night
那一晚
I am only as good as my ideas
我只是像我的想法一样乐观
I am holding you back from your tears
我只是在试图止住你的眼泪
I am hoping you'll be here for years
我希望你能在这里呆上几年
I am hoping you'll hold me for years
我希望你能这样抱着我几年
All I wanna do is
我只想
Live alone without losing touch with
独自生活而不失去你的联系
Something regular in my life
不失去你在我生活中的美好
By the reservoir, I cried
我在水池边独自流泪
For a better time, late nights
因为这良夜没有你在
Restless, dressed, but I'm alright
挣扎不安却盛装打扮
I know I'm alive
我清楚自己仍然活着
I think self doubt will be the death of me
自我怀疑将是我的终期
Could I be alone?
我可以独自一人吗？
For the record, I'm nervous but I'm not afraid
说实话 我有些紧张但我并不恐惧
For the record, I loved it through all misery
说实话 我深爱于所有痛苦与不幸
For the record, I never thought I wouldn't change
听好了 我从未想过我会矢志不渝
For the record, I loved you and all that you gave me
听好了 我爱你与你给予我的一切
My life could be simple
我的一生 竟可以这样简单
Follow me back to my room
就跟我一起回家吧
Carelessly I am
我是如此漫不经心
Wide awake thinking about all I have
全神贯注地想着拥有的一切
I don't want you to think
我不想让你误会
That I don't wonder
其实我从未怀疑
Could I be alone?
我可以独自一人吗？
Should I be alone?
我应该独自一人吗？