Portra 400

总在忍着痛说笑
Making rainbows out of something painful
心在绞痛却表现得若无其事
Getting fried as hell and dodging gravestones
Spiralling in bathrooms, tile on cheek
Telling me the drugs will only make me weak
但我本就清楚
Don't you think I know that?
我不是不知道
Don't you think I know that?
留给我几块月光石
Keeping bits of moonstone next to me
想给你擦擦脸 但你不情愿地挣脱 把脸弄出血
Tried to shave your stubble, but you gashed your cheek
你怎么这般警惕
Won't you stay away?
不愿靠近我半步
Won't you stay away from me?
在你身边
With you I'm always
我都会忍着痛说笑
Making rainbows out of something painful
心在绞痛却表现得若无其事
Getting fried as hell and dodging gravestones
你撒谎时同我一样容易被看穿
You look like me when you lie
我眼中流着滚烫的星火
Boiled blood star shifts in the window of my eye
你以暖意刺痛我的伤疤
You put warm salt to the stitch
不知止损地受着你带来的苦
And I suffer for the sky that you shook nine times
你有着烧焦芙蓉的气味
You smell like burnt hibiscus
我把你的所有恶意都当作祝福
I still feel blessed even when you're *****ing
你不费力气让我绝命
You stole my spine for a minute
剃了头发 只为博你一笑
So I cut my hair just to make you smile
总在忍着痛说笑
Making rainbows out of something painful
心在绞痛却表现得若无其事
Getting fried as hell and dodging gravestones
总在忍着痛说笑
Making rainbows out of something painful
心在绞痛却表现得若无其事
Getting fried as hell and dodging gravestones