Sick Joke
Don't wake me up
别叫醒我
It's the best that I've felt in weeks
这可是几周以来最宜人的一天
And to be completely honest
坦白地讲
I'd rather be happily dead or asleep
现在我宁求痛快的死或是热烈的梦
Sit back and listen, close your eyes if you feel it
闭上眼睛，坐下聆听，试着共情
'Cause I'm questioning everything, it's affecting all my decisions
我是这样一个多疑的人，以至于我总摇摆不定
I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm
我错愕地发现你在镜中，不由自主地血脉贲张
Am I chasing a dream?
我在追求一个虚无的梦吗？
Or am I caught in the middle of it?
还是我被它囚禁了？
Sometimes I wonder
有时候我遐想
If life is some sick joke
如果生活只是一场恶作剧
Will I wake up and it's over?
是不是随着我的觉醒，一切苦难都会终结？
No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
可惜，我还站在现世，且尚存一息
(No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)
活在当下，一息尚存
And most days, it all feels the same
大多数日子我都一样的麻木
I can't tell no difference in pleasure and pain
我已经不能分清喜悦和痛苦
And it makes me sick, sick joke
生活将钝刀架在我的喉咙上
Like life is shoving its fingers to the back of my throat
像是在开一个险恶的玩笑
And sometimes I wonder
有时候我憧憬
If life is some sick joke
要是生活只是一场儿戏
Will I wake up and it's over?
是不是随着我的醒来，一切不幸都能了却？
No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
可我还活在当下且一息尚存
And I'll hold on to a moment
但我仍然会窘迫地坚持
Like a sad kid to a blanket
就像毯子里饱受误解的小孩
Would you tell me that I'm okay?
你会来安慰我吗？
That I'm still here and I'm not dead
就只是提醒我我还活着
(No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)
气息尚存
(No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)
苟延残喘
Sit back and listen, close your eyes if you feel it
闭上眼睛，坐下聆听，试着共情
'Cause I'm questioning everything, it's affecting all my decisions
现在的我质疑一切，包括我自己的决断
I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm
我错愕地发现镜中是你，不由自主地血脉贲张
Am I chasing a dream?
我在寻求一个缥缈的梦吗？
Or am I caught in the middle of it?
还是我被它愚弄了？
And someday, I'll find you
终有一天我能找到你
Like an old key to a locked door
像是磨损的钥匙在锁眼里嘎吱作响
Is it all just some sick joke?
我祈祷这一切都只是一出恶毒的玩笑
Am I still here?
我还活在当下吗？
'Cause I can't tell
我分辨不出
Sometimes I wonder
有时我期待
If life is some sick joke
如果生活只是在搞一起恶作剧
Will I wake up and it's over?
能不能让这一切苦楚烟消云散
No, I'm still here and I'm not dead
现实是我还须承受这一切
And I'll hold on to a moment
但我仍然会窘迫地坚持
Like a sad kid to a blanket
就像毯子里委屈的小孩
Would you tell me that I'm okay?
你会来安慰我吗？
That I'm still here and I'm not dead
就只是告诉我，我还活着