I Wanna Get Better

Hey, I hear the voice of a preacher from the back room
从我身后的房间里传来了一个传教士的声音
Calling my name and I follow just to find you
呼唤着我，为了找到你
I trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather
我追随着声音来到了一台正在播放天气预报的旧电视前
And I've trained myself to give up on the past 'cause
我训练自己放弃过去
I frozen time between hearses and caskets
因为我在灵车和棺材之间绝望了
Lost control when i panicked at the acid test
面对着严峻考验我惊慌失措
I wanna get better
我想变得更好
While my friends were getting high and chasing girls down parkway lines
我的朋友玩得越来越嗨，在林荫路里追着女孩
I was losing my mind 'cause the love, the love, the love, the love, the love
我却迷失了自我，因为爱，爱，爱，爱
That I gave wasted on a nice face
浪费在了一张精致的脸上
In a blaze of fear I put a helmet on a helmet
在一片恐惧中，我戴上了一个又一个头盔
Counting seconds through the night and got carried away
数了一个晚上的数来克服它
So now I'm standing on the overpass screaming at the cars,
所以现在我站在天桥上对着车流呐喊
"Hey, I wanna get better!"
嘿！我想变得更好！
I didn’t know I was lonely 'til I saw your face
在遇见你之前我不知孤独为何物
I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
想改变之前我不知我已颓废
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
我想变得更好，更好，更好，更好
I wanna get better
我想变得更好
I go up to my room and there's girls on the ceiling
我回到房间，天花板上贴着女孩的照片
Cut out their pictures and I chase that feeling
我剪掉了这些照片，我追逐着那种
Of an eighteen year old who didn't know what loss was 18
岁时不知所痛的感觉
Now I'm a stranger
现在我已淡然了
And I miss the days of a life still permanent
我想念过去那段承诺永远的日子
Mourn the years before I got carried away
在我忘记之前哀悼似水年华
So now I'm staring at the interstate screaming at myself,
所以我现在对着公路呐喊
"Hey, I wanna get better!"
嘿！我想变得更好！
I didn't know I was lonely 'til i saw your face
在遇见你之前我不知孤独为何物
I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
想改变之前我不知我已颓废
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
我想变得更好，更好，更好，更好
I wanna get better
我想变得更好
'Cause I'm sleeping in the back of a taxi
我睡在的士后座
I'm screaming from my bedroom window
对着房间的窗户尖叫
Even if its gonna kill me
即使那样做会杀了我
Woke up this morning early before my family
在家人沉睡时醒来
From this dream where she was trying to show me
在梦中她告诉我
How a life can move from the darkness
如何在黑暗中生活
She said to get better
她说去变得更好
So I put a bullet where I shoulda put a helmet
所以我在原本放头盔的地方放上了一颗子弹
And I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away
摧毁我的车，因为我想忘却一切
That's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself,
这就是为何我正站着天桥上对着车流呐喊
"Hey, I wanna get better!"
嘿！我想变得更好！
I didn't know I was lonely 'til i saw your face
在遇见你之前我不知孤独为何物
I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
想改变之前我不知我已颓废
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
我想变得更好，更好，更好，更好
I wanna get better
我想变得更好