Head Rush

I'm tired of compromise
我厌倦了妥协
I tried to get through to you
我试着去了解你
But your walls are too thick
但你的墙太厚了
And everything I throw
我的每次试探
Just comes back again
都无功而反
I tried to talk to myself
我尝试说服自己
But the words don't mean a thing
但这根本毫无作用
When my head tells my heart
理性告诉我
There's no bargaining
这没有商量的余地
Feels like you're made of stone and I'm just skin and bone
就像你是石头做的，而我只是普通人
A live reminder that I wasn't enough for you
现实提醒我还配不上你
I tried to disengage I tore myself a new page
所以我试图改变我自己
And told myself that I still wasn't enough for you
和告诉自己还配不上你
Get some perspective
重新思考
And think before you speak next time
下一次在你说话之前先想一想
Less overreacting
避免过激
You were blind, I was fine, I thought you'd see that in time
到时你会发现我过得很好，而你错了
I was always there
我一直都在
And you were always listening
而你一直在听
Or so it seemed
也许那代表了
We've never seen eye to eye
我们的看法从未一致过
This is a wake-up call
这为每一个早晨
For every single morning
敲响了警钟
You've had me crawling back
你让我不得不爬回来
And If I start again
如果我重新来过
I know I'll be much better
我知道我将会更好
But better isn't what I had
但这是我不曾拥有的
Forgive me for stepping out of my place
原谅我匆匆离开
You were the only one left with a smile on your face
你是唯一一个笑着离开的人
When I was low and in deep
每次我消沉的时候
You found it in me
是你找到了我
All I wanted was an honest reaction
一切的一切我只是想得到你最真实的回应
Just to get some peace of mind
来让我内心平静
Get some perspective
重新思考
And think before you speak next time
下一次在你说话之前先想一想
Less overreacting
避免过激
You were blind, I was fine, I thought you'd see that in time
到时你会发现我过得很好，而你错了
I was always there
我一直都在
And you were always listening
而你一直在听
Or so it seemed
至少看似如此
If I told you what it meant would it make any difference?
如果我告诉你一切，结局会有什么不同吗？
If I told you what it meant would it make any goddamn difference?
如果我告诉你一切，这真的会有什么不同吗？
This was for you
这是为了你
If I told you what it meant would it make any difference?
如果我告诉你一切，结局会有什么不同？
If I told you what it meant would it make any goddamn difference?
如果我告诉你一切，这真的会有什么不同吗？
This was for you
这是为了你
This was for you
这是为了你
This was for you
这是为了你