Thumbs

You hung up the phone
你挂了电话
And I asked you what was wrong
我问你怎么了
Your dad has come to town
你爸爸来了镇上
He'd like to meet
他想见你
I said "You don't have to see him"
我说“你不必去见他”
But for whatever reason you can't tell him no
但你却不能拒绝他

So we meet him at a bar
所以我们在酒吧和他相见
You were holding my hand hard
你紧握着我的手
He ordered rum and coke
他点了朗姆酒和可乐
I can't drink either anymore
我也不能再喝了
He hadn't seen you since the fifth grade
他从五年级就没见过你
Now you're nineteen and you're five-eight
现在你们一个19岁一个是58岁
He said "Honey, you sure look great
他说：“亲爱的，你看起来真不错
Do you get the checks I send on your birthday?"
你收到我在你生日时寄来的支票了吗？”
I would kill him
我可以杀了他
If you let me
只要你可以让我这样
I would kill him
我可以杀了他
Quick and easy
快又容易地
Your nails are digging
你的指甲
Into my knee
快陷进了我的膝盖里
I don't know
我不知道
How you keep smiling
你怎么笑得出来
I lovе your eyes
我爱你的眼睛
And he has thеm
而且他和你有一样的
But you have his
但我只能说你有他的眼睛
'Cause he was first
因为他是第一个拥有的人
I imagine my thumbs on the irises
我想象我的拇指在虹膜上
Pressing in until they burst
一直压到爆裂
I clear my throat
我清了清嗓子
And say we ought to get home
说我们应该回家
He offers us a ride
他让我们搭便车
I reply "No, that's alright"
我回答“不，没关系”
When we leave
当我们离开的时候
You feel him watching
你感觉到他的目送吗
So we walk a mile in the wrong direction
所以我们故意走错了方向
I would kill him
我可以杀了他
If you let me
只要你可以让我这样
I would kill him
我可以杀了他
Quick and easy
快又容易地
Your nails are digging
你的指甲
Into my knee
快陷进了我的膝盖里
I don't know
我不知道
How you keep smiling
你怎么笑得出来
I don't know
我不知道
How you keep smiling
你怎么笑得出来
I don't know
我不知道
How you keep smiling
你怎么笑得出来

I wanna take your face between my hands and say
我想用手捧起你的脸说
"You two are connected by pure coincidence
“你们之间的联系完全是巧合
Bound to him by blood, but baby, it's all relative
和他血肉相连，但宝贝，一切都是相对的
You've been in his fist ever since you were a kid
你从小就被他掌握在手中着
You don't owe him shit even if he said you did
即使他说你欠他，你也并不欠他
You don't owe him shit even if he said you did"
即使他说你欠他，你也并不欠他什么”