Prod by BLACKFAT洪汝超
Intro:
The new neighbor was renovating
彼时新搬来的邻居在装修
I tried to capture the voice behind the screen from the noise
我尝试从噪音中捕捉屏幕另头的声音
Pretend I was listening carefully
假装我在认真地 听
In front of me was a messy desk
眼前是凌乱的书桌
The knotted earphone cable fell off
打结的耳机线掉落
Orange sunlight in the blinds
百叶窗缝隙里的橘色
Applied colours to the bush fire
阳光渲染了山火
Unconsciously, another day had passed
不知不觉一天又过
Opened NetEase cloud and squandered time
打开网易云把时间挥霍
Hip Pop was like the virgin land in my heart
说唱是我心中处女地
原以为觉醒的那天早已注入为血液
Thought that Woken Day was injected in my veins
却发现它们才无药可救而我只是我
Then I noticed they needed vaccine and I'm just me
Verse 1:
In the ruins of my memory, a boy appeared in front of me
当我拾起记忆残骸 眼前浮现一个男孩
With extra-long fringe, in the last row of the classroom
留着过长流海 坐教室最后一排
Someone from the other class bet he must be a girl
邻班同学打赌 它绝对是个女孩
He was proud, so he didn't care about them
他自认心高气傲 便不屑跟他们计较
Fortunately, the world was not as bad as he thought
幸得这个世界 没有他想得那么糟糕
He kept silent and buried most of the ambiguity
他沉默不语 便埋没大多数歧义
Learned to be competent for being an ordinary, solve equations in other ways
学会胜任普通人 用别的方法解方程
But not everyone was that lucky
但并非所有人 都能这么幸运：
A girl was peeped into her diary
一个女生被 偷看了日记
The difference was that she stood up to uphold justice for herself
不同的是 她站出来为自己伸张 正义
However at that time, everyone accused her of being stingy
这时候所有人都指责她 小气
This included the class teacher and himself
其中包括班主任也包括他 自己
Gray building oppressed, everyone was busy playing monologues
灰色建筑压抑 人人都忙着扮演独角戏
Hook:
Thirteen second cycle
十三秒钟循环
Memory loss pill
记忆丧失药丸
Late night mood flooding
深夜情绪泛滥
To a day of stumbling
到一天步履蹒跚
Verse 2:
Heaven or hell? CE teacher said: "Don't worry
上天堂还是下地狱 ce老师说太多虑
Ignoring the creator is the greatest mistake
“只要将造物主无视 就是最大的不是
No matter how much good a man does, it still won't change anything."
无论一个人做了多少好事 都无济于事”
After hearing this, I vowed to develop a "vaccine" specifically for:
我听了默默发誓 将来研究疫苗专治：
Using Book of myths to deify the void
用一本神话 假大空神化
The body was alienated, the innocent was assimilated
躯壳被生化 无辜者被同化
The soul couldn't sublimated, couldn't get rid of falsehood
灵魂不得升华 也泯灭不了假话
Held a pre-disaster carnival
举办大难前的嘉年华
Listen: Pompous style of conversation from the "Bill-sharing debutantes"
听 拼单 名媛 谈吐 浮夸
Look: Gesture from a blind busker
看 失明 街头 艺人 比划
Smell: Chinese calligraphy written in a foreign land
闻 异国 他乡 写的 书法
Hate: the polarization of news comments:
恨 新闻 热评 两极 分化
"The bush fire, the leakage of nuclear waste water, pass through other currents first"
“山火纵横 核废水泄露 先经过别的洋流”
"It's karma, they deserve that, go back and get calcium, none of them can compete with us."
“他们活该 回去补钙 没一个能比我们牛”
These ugly appearances of schadenfreude couldn't be concealed
幸灾乐祸的样子难掩丑陋
Dim eyes didn't know how to prepare for a rainy day
黯淡的眼眸 不懂未雨绸缪
Mind kind was a community with a shared future, but you acted like it was none of your business
人类是命运共同体 你却表现得事不关己
Outro:
That's why after all I can't imagine a world without religion
所以我也无法想象 没有宗教的世界
No need to enlighten my life, no matter what the plan is
我的人生无需谁来点化 不管那冥冥中的计划
兼容 Janusian