won't let in

I get so lost in my thoughts
我沉溺在思绪深处
Wander the streets 'til it's dark
在街边徘徊直到天黑
When it's 2 AM, I can't sleep
现在是凌晨两点，我仍无法入睡
I'm losin' my sanity
我在失去理智
I'm losin' my clarity, I can't see
我在分崩离析
Life got ahold of my neck
生活掐住我的喉咙
When I'm thinkin' of you, I'll be thinkin' of death
让我一想到你，就想到死亡
I get up out of bed soon as everything is finished
如果一切结束，我很快会醒来
Nothing's every making sense
一无所有，亦是所有
'Cause I know that I want to belong somewhere
我想也许是我在找寻寄托
I let go, I can't fall, but I know it's there
我放空思绪，辗转反侧，它在那里
I complain, I stay sane, it's all in my head
我不禁抱怨，尝试冷静，它仍不肯离去
Act like I'm grown anyways, I
我表现得自己很成熟
Try to make it work out, but I just don't get it
也想把问题解决，只是还没搞清状况
But I won't break, let the bad in
但我不会放弃，让人趁虚而入
The sad in me, I won't let in
我内心的悲伤，我不与人说
The sad in me, I won't let in
我内心的失落，我守口如瓶
Try to make it work out, but I just don't get it
我试过解决一切，只是还不知如何下手
But I won't break, let the bad in
但我不会停下，让人悄悄溜进
The sad in me, I won't let in
我内心的悲伤，我闭口不言
The sad in me, I won't let in
我内心的失落，我保持缄默
I don't wanna say my final words tonight
今晚我还不打算告别
'Cause I know I need to move on
我知道日子需要前进
I got so much left to do and it's just gettin' hard
我还有很多事情没做，堆积如山，日渐棘手
But I feel like I'm drivin' from the back of my car
日子轻松，却总在担心忧虑
'Cause I know that I want to belong somewhere
也许我知道自己总会在某天到达某处
I let go, I can't fall, but I know it's there
我轻松时，我失眠时，我知道它都在那里
I complain, I stay sane, it's all in my head
我抱怨时，我冷静时，它都在我的脑海里
Act like I'm grown anyways, I
表现得自己很成熟
Try to make it work out, but I just don't get it
我会把问题解决，只是还没搞清状况
But I won't break, let the bad in
但我不会放弃，让人趁虚而入
The sad in me, I won't let in
我内心的悲伤，我不与人说
The sad in me, I won't let in
我内心的失落，我守口如瓶
Try to make it work out, but I just don't get it
我试过解决一切，只是还不知如何下手
But I won't break, let the bad in
但我不会停下，让人悄悄溜进
The sad in me, I won't let in
我的悲伤啊，就让它带进坟墓
The sad in me, I won't let in
我的悲伤啊，就让它沉入海底...