Feeling Something Bad...

How can I say what I wanna say?
Never learned how to really speak my mind
Let me get a word in, I
Guess my brain doesn't think I should try
Count up to 10 and play it on rewind
How do I say what I'm tryna say
When I can't even look you in the eye?

This is difficult
Wanna be a pretty baby centerfold (I don't know)
I sound delusional
But when we kissed you gave an inch, I took a mile

And I see you while I sleep, please don't hate me
If I bring this to the light, am I crazy?

Think I might be feeling something bad
Do I want it bad enough to ask?
Maybe my obsessions drive me mad
Think I might be feeling something bad

Making me sick and my stomach hurts
Grab my hand, I don't want to let go
Sorry if my cheeks turn red
Blood is pumping, I stare at the floor
Count up to 10 and now I want it more
Touch me again, and my skin burns
I don't like that I like it though

This is difficult
Let me be a little baby, have it all (Is it wrong?)
I sound delusional
But when you kiss me, envision something beautiful

And I see you in my dreams, please don't hate me
If I let the words come out, I'll sound crazy

Think I might be feeling something bad
Do I want it bad enough to ask?
Maybe my obsessions, drive me mad
Think I might be feeling something bad
Think I might be feeling something bad
Do I want it bad enough to ask?
Maybe my obsessions, drive me mad
Think I might be feeling something bad

How do I say what I'm trying to say
When I can't even look you in the eye?