KMS
I wanna kill myself
“我要自絕後路”
I wanna kill myself
“我要結束生命”
It's all I hear right now
我腦海中的聲音
It's all I hear right now
一刻不停地呼喚
I wanna kill myself
“快自殺吧”
I wanna kill myself
“結束你的生命吧”
It's all I hear right now
這就是我所聽到的
It's all I hear right now
它一刻不停地慫恿著我
I wanna break my vows
我想違背我生的誓言
Wanna neglect my health
忽略生死的代價
How can I trust people
我連自己都無法信任
If I can't trust myself
更何談相信他人
I wanna scream and shout
我想要尖叫怒吼
I wanna cry and pout
我想要哭泣作出委屈之態
But I can't make myself
但我失敗了
Why can't I make myself
這是為什麼
I always seem to make the same mistakes
我似乎總是屢教不改
The kinds you can't go back to fix, that start to weigh
令我永生悔恨的錯誤重壓在心頭
Until I'm dragging 'round a body made of clay
拖著我沉重的軀體四處遊蕩
I'm just dead weight, I'm just dead weight
此時它已經過載已經將要崩潰
I wanna feel it all again
我想要再感受一次
To have somebody
能被別人
Hold me in place
支撐住的感覺
Tell it to my bruised face
我想要聽到他對著我傷痕累累的臉說
That I tried
“你盡力了”
But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing
但如果他認為我也曾與真愛之人有過美好感情
Going with a good being
那未免也太幼稚了
So I'll go **** myself
因為我只能獨自一人摧殘自己
'til I'm too lonely to feel
當我走到孤獨的盡頭
Dance like a court jester
我便裝作宮廷的小丑
Just for a film with no reel
在一部沒有捲軸的中翩翩起舞
And I 'll lose all of my friends
當我不再是理想的樣子
When I'm no longer ideal
我將失去一切朋友
And then get scolded again
被他們痛罵淋漓
Just to come home to no meal
我的生活寢食難安
I wanna kill myself
“快自殺吧”
I wanna kill myself
“快結束你無用的生命”
It's all I hear right now
腦海中的聲音
It's all I hear right now
愈來愈響亮
I wanna kill myself
我想要自殺
I wanna kill myself
就此結束生命
It's all I hear right now
我一切的意願
It's all I hear right now
僅止於此
I wanna kill myself
“快自殺吧”
I wanna kill myself
“結束你的生命吧”
It's all I hear right now
我腦海中的聲音
It's all I hear right now
一刻不停地呼喚
I wanna kill myself
徒勞的掙扎
I wanna kill myself
讓我愈加接近死亡的邊緣
It's all I hear right now
我所聽到的
It's all I hear right now
無不是些令人厭倦的低語
I wanna break my vows
打破我的誓言
Wanna neglect my health
耗盡我的生命
How can I trust people
我連自己都欺騙
If I can't trust myself
還怎麼去相信別人
I wanna scream and shout
我想要尖叫怒吼
I wanna cry and pout
我想要哭泣流出無助的淚水
But i can't make myself
我得到的卻仍是失敗
Why can't I make myself
這一切都毫無道理啊