It Doesn't Matter to Him

If I think about it
如果細想起來
I am successful as it were
在一定程度上我算是個成功的人
I get to sing for lovely people
我可以為這個可愛世界上
all over this lovely world
可愛的人們歌唱
And I am no where near as awkward
我也遠不再像年輕時一樣
As I was when I was younger
局促不安
I guess I'm one of those guys
我猜，我大概屬於
who gets better looking as they age
越長大越帥氣的那類男生
And even though I have felt beaten down
即使我常常由於
by constant doubt
因他人的舉動、死亡、和稅單所帶來的
Depression and confusion
接連不斷的懷疑、抑鬱和迷惘
brought about by people's actions,death and tax forms
而備受打擊
I keep getting up
但我依然不斷站起
And I am loved by all my friends and family
並且我深為我的家人朋友所愛
though there have been lots of raised eyebrows
儘管近來他們也會皺起眉頭
and concerned glances lately
或者投來關切的目光......
It doesn't matter to him
但對於這些他毫不關心
I could be anything
我有無限可能
but I could never win his heart again
但就是不能再贏得他的心
It doesn't matter to him
對於這些他毫不關心
He took away my triple A pass
我對他毫無防備
I am invisibe to him
他卻對我熟視無睹
And now I feel the soft pink flesh of my heart hardening
現在我感到
To the countless possibilities
面對每天存在的無數可能性
contained within each day
我心中柔軟的角落卻在變得堅硬
Vulnerability feels like
脆弱，就像是
a cold wet concrete room lit with
一個被日光燈照亮的
florescent lighting
濕冷的水泥房間
which as you know
你知道的
makes everything look bad
任何東西在燈下都看起來都很糟糕
I still keep trying to figure out
而我仍然在試圖想清楚
how I became irrelevant
我是如何變得如此無關緊要
How I got myself evicted
是如何讓自己一天天
from his heart from one day to the next
被從他的心中逐出
And the worst part is
而最壞的是
that even if I got an answer right now
即使我現在想出了答案
It will not change anything
也無濟於事
because we have become two strangers
因為我們已經形同陌路
It doesn't matter to him
對於這些他毫不關心
I could be anything
我有無限可能
but I could never win his heart again
但就是不能再贏得他的心
It doesn't matter to him
對於這些他毫不關心
He took away my triple A pass
我對他毫無防備
I am invisibe to him
他卻對我熟視無睹
It doesn't matter to him
對於這些他毫不關心
I could be anything
我有無限可能
but I could never win his heart again
但就是不能再贏得他的心
It doesn't matter to him
對於這些他毫不關心
He took away my triple A pass
我對他毫無防備
I am invisibe to him
他卻對我熟視無睹