Just What I Am

9:56 am
熬夜寫到九點
Roll the windows down
讓光透進來
Let the smoke out, aye
讓煙燒起來
Wake and bake, bitch
快起來抽你的大麻

這會讓你成為上帝
Aye, I'm just what you made god
我現在已經飛了
I been high as fuck
自從我和我的哥們A-rod
Since me and my home boy A-rod
在克利夫蘭想要趕上哪該死的車
Was in Tower city trynna catch that bus
我們就是毒販子你需要什麼
We out here, what you need?
勁情的搖吧我們這袋是你的
Back in shaker, baggin' tree
媽媽打來電話
Baby mama call from the college
是關於他們的孩子需要交學費
Said them kids wanna pay the fee
我醒的很早
I'm up early in the morning
我抽起大麻來無拘無束危機四伏
Smoke in public, my trap is jumpin'
我賺了200塊這他媽的也是錢啊
I made two hundred, that count for somethin'
拿去買了lil debbie 的鬆餅
I pull up get them lil debbie muffins
來和女兒一起吃
I'm out here, on my daughter
烈酒大麻和水
Whiskey, weed, and water
上周剛剛搞了些事情
Just beat that misdemeanor last week
還需要些拿錢塞給律師
Need new money for the lawyer
需要新的毯子舖床（因為毯子有大麻的味道）
I need new carpet at the crib
我住在這長滿蟑螂的該死的地方
God damn this roach is where I live
在冰箱上放食物我真是天才
So dope, put some groceries in the fridge
年輕時候幹的壞事希望的到寬恕
Young man, just hope that god forgives
那些智障來找我
Fast forward, old hoes knockin' on my door
問我現在是怎麼了
Askin' where do I be at now
現在我不需要大麻了
Smokin' loud on my tour bus
這個婊子就在我旁邊
Famous bitch in my back lounge
別以為我除了rap什麼都不會
I done blew up past rap now
演出結束我感覺好極了
And it feel good bitch I'm from the hood
垃圾該思考的應該是你自己吧
So I lived a life I that I should you, hoe
動動腦子吧垃圾
Get the shit understood you, hoe
這不是kid Cudi 你知道嗎
Camein this shit as a kid, you know
他是我的伙計
I ain't Cudi, but that's the buddy
我們在沙發上談論柯本（涅槃主唱）
We in couch party talkin' Cobain
在倫敦抽著hella J
Smokin' hella J's out in london
16歲不吃牛肉有了籌碼
No beef at 16, I've known chips at 16
打給Ben Baller，告訴他
Call Ben Baller, told him we need custom
我們需要定制自己的該死的大冠軍鑽戒
Diamond Cleveland championship rings
就要大的
We need all of them big things
這是我們應得的
Just cause we deserve it
就因為他把我們玩慘了
Just cause the ones who fucked me over
我就想知道這是否值得
All need to see if it was worth it
該死的伙計們想擺弄我
Damn, old homies switched up on me
為什麼我一點都不驚訝
Why am I not surprised
他們還想從我這裡得到點什麼
Lookin' at me like I need to share the piece
當他們什麼也沒有付出的時候
When they weren 't even there to make the pie
這就使你該死的原因
Man that's why
呵呵
Yeah, yeah
去他媽的真是夠了
Fake friends fuck them, right though
去他媽的狐朋狗友
Ay fuck a fake friend, get high
和那些喜歡金屬的狗談談吧
And talk to god dawg mutha fucka
我來告訴你我活的真麼樣

可待因使我變得遲鈍
Let me tell yall about my month yall
想我他媽的為什麼我抽這些該死的大麻
Codine in my blunts yall
每天弄得我昏昏欲睡
Like why the fuck did I smoke the shit?
但是管他呢那人不用我的背帶褲（紋身）
Fell asleep and never woke up from it
漫漫長夜這些可待因
But whatever, that man ain't wearin' my denim pants
根本不管用伙計
And these long, long nights on all this cocaine
儘管那場遊戲是假的但是我什麼也不知道
Ain't workin man
我只知道我們的籃球隊又得了冠軍

這場運動員的位置也是未知的（指作為說唱的一員責任很大）
So, what am I to do when the game is so fake and I am true
我就得會有適合我的位置
And my city just got the W
我就得我戴眼鏡就像一個傻子（指chill bill的mv)
And the number one spot is vacant too
但我的女兒認為我是個不錯的rapper
And I think my foot might fit the shoe
她還告訴我別人我家有個池子
And I think my glasses look a fool
對著她我會忍不住的笑
And I know my daughter so proud
我不能在外面皺眉
Tell the kids my daddy got a pool
有人在監視我
And I can't stop smilin' at the crib
或者看著這些rapper滑稽的動作
I can't stop frownin' out in public
我就得他們是在行竊
I got this paparazzi on me
他們是在褻瀆文化
Or see these rappers actin' funny
我覺的孩子們的生活少了些什麼
I see them stealin' what I did
這就是我寫hip-hop的原因
I see them pimpin' out the culture
這就是我該干的
I heard the game missed the kid
我就這這裡
Dear hip-hop this what I wrote y'all
用我的筆顛覆這一切
Just what I am
為了我的城市為了這場遊戲

EST（Everyone Stand Together所有人都在一起）這就是我們
Young kells in this muthafucka
19xx（指kells的粉絲）我們無所畏懼
Young gun in this muthafucka blam, aye
儘管他們的博客無比瘋狂
For my city though, for the game
到處都是霓虹的和大麻哈哈
EST, That is me, huh, hold up that is we, aye
Double X, aye, we the best, aye
They photoblog going crazy though
Red lights muthafucka, white smoke, haha