abandoned

Sleepless in the night
夜晚難以入睡
I try to loose my faith in you
我努力丟棄對你的信任
saying to myself
自言自語
You cant be the right one for me
你對我不合適

現在你離開了
And now that youre gone
我終於嚐到了自由的滋味
I finally get a taste of freedom
唯一的問題是
only problem is
我並不想自由
I dont really want to be free
我不想被遺棄

我不想你的名字變成魔咒
I dont wanna be abandoned
我不想如此悲傷
I dont want to curse your name
假裝我一如往常
I dont wanna feel the sadness
我不想燒掉你的信
Pretending that Im still the same
我不想面對現實

我不想被遺棄
I dont want to burn your letters
我不想浪費青春
I dont want to face the truth
我努力用你的偽裝窒息自己
I dont wanna be abandoned
我相信這淺薄的浪漫
I dont wanna waste my youth
我尋求庇護，但我無法掩飾

但你依然逼著我忍受
I try to suffocate with your pretends
你像抹去香水一樣刪除我的存在
And I belive in the shallow romance
擦去我所有的感情
I ran for Cover but I couldnt hide
而這段時間你假裝的孤獨
And still you try to get me to abide
是因為你不想看到我糾結的混亂

我不想被遺棄
You scratched me like a perfume mad
我不想你的名字變成魔咒
erasing all the feelings that I had
我不想如此悲傷
And all the time you faked this lonelyness
假裝我一如往常
cause you wouldnt see my twisted mess
我不想燒掉你的信

我不想面對現實
I donnt wanna be abandoned
我不想被遺棄
I dont want to curse your name
我不想浪費青春
I dont wanna feel the sadness
Pretending that Im still the same

I dont want to burn your letters
I dont want to face the truth
I dont wanna be abandoned
Idont wanna waste my youth