Maybe i should go outside, I been worried 'bout my health, ay
I need you to show me love. don't know how to love myself, ay
I don't wanna fall in love, lovers always disappoint me
Feeling like i've had enough, feeling like i'll just avoid it
I've been here for oh so long
Hiding where i don't belong
With necessary distractions
And all my deadly attractions
I just can't find satisfaction In this home of mine
My happiness is never lasting
I hide the pain i wear a mask with
A painted smile, that's my fashion in this home of mine
I feel so lost in this home of mine
I feel so trapped inside this place
I feel so lost in this home of mine
I feel so trapped inside this place
Maybe i should go outside, I been worried 'bout my health, ay
I need you to show me love. don't know how to love myself, ay
I don't wanna fall in love, lovers always disappoint me
Feeling like i've had enough, feeling like i'll just avoid it
I've been here for oh so long
Hiding where i don't belong
With necessary distractions
And all my deadly attractions
I just can't find satisfaction In this home of mine
My happiness is never lasting
I hide the pain i wear a mask with
A painted smile, that's my fashion in this home of mine
home