Mourning the loss of my former self in the morning
早上，為過去的自己哀悼
Saw him dying weeping
看他垂死哭泣
I heard him screaming ignored it
我聽見他在尖叫，但並沒有理會
Picking up the pieces my piece of mind is important
收拾我腦海中的殘局十分重要
The potency of my dreams
我夢想的力量
Keeps me up at night cause I'm focused
讓我夜不能寐，因為我很專注
At the same time Im wondering if I want it
同時我在思索我是否想要它
Don't wanna ask for the rain
不想要下雨
But then run away when it pouring
但是當大雨傾盆而下的時候，就跑開了
Im pouring out my heart for you
我為你傾吐心聲
Maybe just for the moment
也許只是暫時的
Tryna do what I gotta do optimistic and hopeless
試著做我該做的樂觀和絕望
And everything I thought I'd be
以及我想成為的一切
I left behind
我留了下來
So I could find out who I really am inside
這樣我才能發現我真實的內心世界
And everything I thought I'd be
以及我想成為的一切
I left behind
我留了下來
So I could find out who I really am inside
這樣我才能發現我真實的內心世界
Soul searching, tryna find something
心靈的探索，試圖找到些什麼
I can hold on to, hold on (hold on)
我可以堅持，堅持(堅持)
Soul searching, tryna find something
心靈的探索，試圖找到些什麼
They cant take away, take away (hold on)
他們無法帶走它，帶走它(堅持)
Soul searching, tryna find something
心靈的探索，試圖找到些什麼
I can hold on to, hold on (hold on)
我可以堅持，堅持(堅持)
Soul searching, tryna find something
心靈的探索，試圖找到些什麼
They cant take away, take away (hold on)
他們無法帶走它，帶走它(堅持)
And Im running through the chapters
我正在瀏覽各章
Tryna turn a new page
試著翻開新的篇章
Break the bondage of my story
打破我故事的束縛
Make a difference make it change
有所作為有所改變
ButIm waylaid to start deciding
但我不得不開始做決定
What Im bound to do by facing my own excitement
面對自己的興奮，我一定要做些什麼
I been aging my mind for some time with these rhymes
我用這些韻腳使我的思想成熟些
Still Im paging my dangerous self and I hate it
我仍然在呼喚危險的自我，我討厭它
I hate what Ive lied about silently
我討厭我沉默地撒過的謊
Masking these casualties losing a piece of myself
掩蓋這些傷痛使我失去了自己的一部分
Stealing pieces of health, and I never could tell
偷零落的健康，我永遠也說不上來
Still Im maturing and doing whatever I could
我仍然在成熟，盡我所能
Hoping my vacancies, vacate
希望我的空缺，空出來
And I become who I should, yoh
我變成了我應該成為的人,yoh
And everything I thought I'd be
我想我會成為的一切
I left behind
我留了下來
So I could find out who I really am inside
這樣我才能發現我真實的內心世界
And everything I thought I'd be
我想我會成為的一切
I left behind
我留了下來
So I could find out who I really am inside
這樣我才能發現我真實的內心世界
Soul searching, tryna find something
心靈的探索，試圖找到些什麼
I can hold on to, hold on (hold on)
我可以堅持，堅持(堅持)
Soul searching tryna find something
心靈的探索，試圖找到些什麼
They cant take away, take away (hold on)
他們無法帶走它，帶走它(堅持)
Soul searching, tryna find something
心靈的探索，試圖找到些什麼
I can hold on to, hold on (hold on)
我可以堅持，堅持(堅持)
Soul searching tryna find something
心靈的探索，試圖找到些什麼
They cant take away, take away (hold on)
他們無法帶走它，帶走它(堅持)
soul searching