Honeydew

Racing in my thoughts I see you
思緒飛馳間我想到了你
I don't know what to say, no I can't choose
我不知道該說些什麼，不我不能選擇
Just lost in the icu
只能迷失於重症室
Hospital wards don't get better when you're used through
當你過度依賴醫院情況並不會好轉的
Stuck on the percs, stuck in the rain
迷戀percs（一種精神藥物） 雨中淪陷
I can make it better, yeah you know I'd take all of your pain
我可以讓這變得更好耶你知道的我會帶走你所有痛苦
Stuck on the hurt, stuck in my brain
困於創傷困於腦海
Yeah I swear that your name is carved into my veins
是的，我發誓你的名字帶進了我的血管
I feel like I'm caught in standby
我像是在等待
Everyone is moving so fast in front of my eyes
我眼前的每個人都轉瞬即逝
Calm down, it will work out, it will be fine
冷靜一切都會變好的都會沒事的
I just tell myself this so anxiety will die
我告訴自己只有這樣焦慮才會消失
Driving in the car, flip the lights on
駕駛汽車打開燈光
See my life pass, what did I do that was wrong
看我的過去做錯了什麼
Try to drown my sorrows till my liver failed me
試著陷入悲傷直到我死亡
Chews at my conscious, so I sank quietly
我意識清醒無聲下沉
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了是的我搞砸了
Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day
再磕一片藥在沙發上浪費一天
Changed up. Yeah I changed up
變了是的我變了
Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no
搖擺的手你想要我的靈魂隨之而動，不
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了是的我又搞砸了
Yeah blood on my cheeks from when you couldn't stand
你受不了當鮮血從我臉上流下
Left us, yeah I left us
分手了是的我們分手了
Yeah putting pressure on my brain, you make me just go insane
是的你施壓於我的大腦你讓我抓狂
Messages from you, intravenous in my veins
你的信息，注射進我的靜脈
Flicking ash with the wrist, filling lungs with smoke is bliss
手腕輕拂煙灰，讓煙填滿肺部是一種幸福
Spinning all around, yeah the walls start to breathe
四周旋轉心牆開始低聲說
Opening up, let the shadows sink and swallow me
敞開心扉，讓陰影吞噬我
Skin my ghost and put in a jar
剝了我的皮放進罐子裡
Leave in on the shelf to collect dust and say you tried
將它放在櫃子上積灰你說你嘗試過
Eyes snap open, watching from afar
睜開眼睛遠遠望著
Feeling numb in the skin, push me back don't let me in
（我）感到身體麻木，推我回去別讓我進去
Emotions what are these, I can't get attached
感情是什麼別讓我依戀
If I let you in, you'll just leave me ransacked
如果我讓你進來你會讓我感到混亂
The only pain I fell inside
我唯一的痛苦
Comes from you and leaves me tongue-tied
源自於你（你）讓我無話可說
Leave the light on when it's getting dark
天黑時把燈開著
I swear I'll be here when you wake up
我發誓當你醒來的時候我會在這裡
Don't show, yeah just leave me on standby
別說了，讓我待在你身邊
Most days I feel that I'm the ghost that just died
大多時候我感覺我像剛死去的鬼魂
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了是的我搞砸了
Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day
耶再磕一片藥在沙發上浪費一天
Changed up. Yeah I changed up
變了是的我變了
Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no
搖擺的手你想要我的靈魂隨之而動，不
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了是的我搞砸了
Yeah blood on my cheeks from when you couldn't stand
你受不了當鮮血從我臉上流下
Left us, yeah I left us
分手了是的我們分手了
Yeah putting pressure on my brain, you make me just go insane
是的你施壓於我的大腦你讓我抓狂
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了是的我搞砸了
Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day
耶再磕一片藥在沙發上浪費一天
Changed up. Yeah I changed up
變了是的我變了
Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no
搖擺的手你想要我的靈魂隨之而動，不
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了是的我搞砸了
Yeah blood on my cheeks from when you couldn't stand
你受不了當鮮血從我臉上流下
Left us, yeah I left us
分手了是的我們分手了
Yeah putting pressure on my brain, you make me just go insane
是的你施壓於我的大腦你讓我抓狂
Messed up, yeah I messed up
搞砸了是的我搞砸了
Yeah take another pill, sink into the couch and waste the day
耶再磕一片藥在沙發上浪費一天
Changed up. Yeah I changed up
變了是的我變了
Yeah shaking in the hands you want my soul on demand, no
搖擺的手你想要我的靈魂隨之而動，不