2HONEST

Snoh Aalegra/Vic Mensa：
Loneliness speaks through my smile
It seems the darkest lullaby
La la-la-la la-la la
La la-la-la la-la la
I call a 51-50 on myself
Thats how you know I need help
I call a 51-50 on myself
Thats how you know I need help
Vic Mensa：
Tears of a fallen soldier rollin down my face
One hand stickin out of my grave
The whole world left me for dead Michael Jacksons estate
But Im too high Ill never land
A river that knows its source can never run dry
Thats why I had to cut out the middle man
Hate from all directions assassinatin my character
I felt like Malcom X and J. Edgar Hoovers America
I said the truth and I paid for it I paid for it
I got on my knees and cried to the Lord I prayed for it
I have bounties on my head when my sister was in my home
Sleepless night by the chrome trigger finger next to my dome
Contemplatin self destruction equatin myself to nothin
Fixated on my regression I felt like Benjamin Button
I collapsed in my depression I just couldnt write for nothin
When I stared at my reflection all that I felt was disgusted
My confidence evaporated less than a man I was emasculated
I turned to violence to be validated
Violated probation again and again
My kin and my friends like What the f** k is up with you fam
Dont you understand
N***as wanna f**k with you fam
But you keep f**kin yourself and that f**ks with your fans
SAINt JHN/Snoh Aalegra：
Pardonme my n***a I believed the lie
I cant be too honest
Ooh ooh ooh-ooh
The pain behind your eyes tells me that its not what you wanted
Ooh ooh ooh- ooh
And its hard to explain to the people standin still why youre runnin
Ooh ooh ooh-ooh
I was runnin from the absolute savage that I know Im becomin
Vic Mensa/Snoh Aalegra：
I call a 51-50 on myself
Thats how you know I need help
I call a 51-50 on myself
Thats how you know I need help
Vic Mensa：
Do you know what the f**k it feels like to wake up every day in distress
Pissed off at yourself neglect so you just lay in your mess
And people depend on you got so much s**t on your chest
That your train of thought cant seem to find a way to express
I found a notebook in my parents crib from when I was five
I went inside and it said I hate myself I wanted to die cryin
I couldnt even fathom the child feeling so lonely
So next time a n***a tell you bout Vic say they dont know me
I need to be loved I need to be loved
I needed the d**gs cause I couldnt do it
I couldnt do it I was goin through it
Growin up I was a product of my biracial confusion
Neither black nor white I guess that makes me translucent
I crushed everything I touched
I f**ked every single slut but I couldnt bust a nut
In my stomach I plummet into my dungeon
Down in the depths of my darkness
Im steppin over my carcass Im comin out of my hatred
Tired of my heart bein vacant
I made a promise wont break it
I told my momma well make it
I told my gang we gon make it
If they wont give it to us well take it
One thing that is true is my greatness
Promise I wont doubt Ill believe it
Im exercisin my demons for the last time
SAINt JHN/Snoh Aalegra：
Pardon me my n***a I believed the lie
I cant be too honest
Ooh ooh ooh-ooh
The pain behind your eyes tells me that its not what you wanted
Ooh ooh ooh- ooh
And its hard to explain to the people standin still why youre runnin
Ooh ooh ooh-ooh
I was runnin from the absolute savage that I know Im becomin
SAINt JHN：
But pardon me my n***a isnt this aint life you said that you wanted
You know the cars movin fast what a view and the women are stunnin
And its hard when youre comin from the bottom tryin not to become it
So Im runnin from the absolute savage that I know Im becomin
Comin yeah ayy