Mental Issues

I just feel like...
Nobody really understands me you know?
Its like I constantly play this games in my head
Like I... I think Im... Good and then I.. .
I... I dont know...
I got mental issues, I dont what to call it
Ok I gotta couple screws loose inside my noggin
Shoutout to my dad for not using a condom
Cuz now Im a problem...
Imagine these rappers were tight
Mumble rap was just a gag at the mic
Back in the the lab they were actually tight
Countin stacks while gettin a laugh at the hype
And these pill poppin rappers never dabble in vice
Sober and clean never sold crack in the night
Nice guys who rap tough but get dragged in fight
The type who wont stab but keep on grabbin a knife
Im just babbling facts, hope you handle advice
Dont diss me, you dont wanna gamble your life
Yeah Im rambling but you can tell Im actually tight
Damn it I just might hit a dab to the right
Like Im coming from the dance of the night
These things happen, cuz I happen to write
Im still standing, ***** I stand at a height
That you cant fathom, so just pass on the mic
No ones gunna get in my way cuz I wont let you
Yeah youre sick but I am on another level
I dont like you and Im not gunna pretend to
I gotta great life that I need to attend to
Its '**** you' and the people rollin with you
Im actually fine, youre the one with the issue
First time I do a show, I rage at the venue
And flex on my ex like the way I was meant to
I need Jennette McCurdy to **** me
I wanted dirty sex with her since iCarly
We met at a meet and greet and it was lovely
She recognized me and I begged her to love me
You say I rap sad, I got one side thats ugly
Think Im not savage, you must be a dummy
Got girls in different states there calling me hubby
Girl youll get replaced if you start to get funny
Its about time I flex, I think that I deserve it
Been rapping for years barely scratching the surface
Been underground to long and now Im emerging
Not stoppin my music till Slim Shady heard it
I been crazy workin on my daily urges
To give you nothing less than amazing verses
Get turnt at the club with the bottles you purchased
While I manifest every dream you been curvin
Thats real
I got mental issues, I cannot ignore this
Okay I could get help but I cant afford it
Shoutout to my mom for skippin the abortion
Your son will be enormous
Everybody from Higley High please listen up
Thank you for telling me I should give up
You partied I worked and finessed a buzz
How does it feel to get left in the dust
Funny how you girls keep hittin me up
Up in my DMs, like 'when we gon ****'
Imma need you to get off of my ****
The girls who curved me they turned into *****
Dont say were friends and dont wish me luck (aye)
I got my fans right here backin me up ( uh)
I turned to music and you turned to drugs
Get a look, this is what sacrifice does
Tried to be nice but it wasnt enough
I think I like the person Ive become
**** your advice, I listen to my gut
And its telling me keep ****in shit up
I got so much anger thats inside me
I just wanna end you
Everybodys so quick to judge me, but
Dont know what I been through
Ive been locked all alone inside of my room
Showin the world what my pen do
I say whatever I feel Im unapologetic
I give a **** if I offend you
Fans writing me 'Sik, Im so sick of the booing
We wanna hear that raw bump in the trunk music'
I got this beat by homage and got right to it
Ive been up all night just so I can write to it
Whys it feel like you dont realize that Im human
I have feelings to and I feel Imma lose it
Got anger pent up, please dont tell me to cool it
I harnessed my emotions and then I use it, like
Oh my god, I think Im, gunna show you more, than you can see
All my probs, in my mind, slow me down because they run deep
All this time, you thought I, was in my bed, but I cant sleep
All my life, I felt like, No one could truly love me
Could truly love me. ..
Yeah...