End Of The Tunnel

Waking up past 3 whole body in fatigue
Sun shining through the window bout to make my eyes bleed
Ive been doing the same sh*t for the past 5 weeks
Using every single avenue to try to find relief
Ive just trying to finally see
The end of the tunnel Im exhausted
Stuck inside my house like I lost it
Claustrophobic stuck inside my thoughts
Doubling my dose while Im praying it wont leave me unresponsive
God
I cant never ever slip
Bunch of condolences aint something I can settle with
Long climb until the top Im hanging off from everest
I can never stop cause its scary with the drop
And I been through a lot ugh more than they ever did
Wouldve been serving time they just couldnt find the evidence
Staring through the blinds while I scramble for my medicine
Chasing after highs for the moments when the pressure lift
Sh*t can I fix it
Dark and light still fighting I feel the friction
Fighting with addiction friends saying Im switching
Staging interventions I cant motherf**king quit
Cause I cant take no intermission
Always keep going
Money longer and my problems only keep growing
Taking a toll on my mind and my soul
But Im a f**king soldier gotta keep with the motion ayy
These drugs aint working
Cant go deeper I been stuck on top the surface
Head like a hole b**ch I feel my soul burning
Got me questioning everything like whats my purpose
I need some soul searching
I need to figure out the plan on the bigger picture
On some sh*t I dont understand
Gotta stay committed
Cant ever break or ever bend
Blood stains on my hands as I walk to the promised land huh
Waking up past 3 whole body in fatigue
Sun shining through the window bout to make my eyes bleed
Ive been doing the same sh*t for the past 5 weeks
Using every single avenue to try to find relief
Ive just trying to finally see
The end of the tunnel Im exhausted
Stuck inside my house like I lost it
Claustrophobic stuck inside my thoughts
Doubling my dose while Im praying it wont leave me unresponsive
God