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April 27th, 2019
2019年4月27日
I hope you hear, I hope this reaches you, uh
我希望你能聽到，我希望這封信件你能收到
All the money in the world, I can't find where they selling time
這個世界金錢無數，我卻找不到售賣時間的地方
One button, that rewind, I'm just taking sip of this wine, let me catch you up
按下回到過去的按鈕，我只是輕啜這杯美酒，就讓我與你敘敘舊
It's been some time, let's me catch you up
好久不見，讓我帶你追憶往事
Yeah, uh, uh

I don't know where to start
我不知該從何開始
But something told me, write this down and just speak from the heart
但總有什麼告訴我，寫下這些，吐露心聲
It's been fourteen years since I found you all alone in the dark
離我發現你黑暗之中孑然一身已過去十四春秋
But losing you, brought us together when it could've tore us apart
但我永遠失去了你，本應天人兩隔，卻將你我拉得更近
Mom still ain't good, she misses you, shе think 'bout you daily
母親身體仍舊欠佳，她很想你，日日夜夜都想著你
We got a dog after you passed and shе nicknamed her Missy
你走後我們養了一隻狗，她給它取名為Missy
She lives alone out in New Orleans, she always tells me she miss me
她一個人住在遙遠的新奧爾良，她一直對我說她很想我
But such as life, this story's real, it's not a movie by Disney
但這就是人生，真實的故事而非迪士尼的童話電影
She'll probably tell you I wrote a song and put your story inside it, ****
她也許會告訴你，我寫下了一首歌，並也把你寫了進去
I forgot to tell you, I'm a heck a famous rapper now
我忘了告訴你，我現在也算是名聲在外的Rapper了
Signed a record deal , I made all of my dreams come true
我已努力成功地讓我的夢想成真
I toured the world, made platinums albums and I still stayed true
我巡演周遊世界，做了不少白金唱片，而仍然保持真實
It's so much to catch up on now as I think out loud
有太多要跟你訴說，我正敞開心扉，吐露心語
When you passed, I was ****in' up , still I was a problem child
當你逝去，我一團糟，仍是那個問題少年
But we had promises to each other, yeah, I swore and I vowed
但我們對彼此做過承諾，牢記你我的誓言
I went to college, I graduated, I would've made you proud
我上了大學，畢業，我將會讓你自豪
I'm 'bout to turn thirty, James is 'bout to turn twenty-seven
我就要滿三十歲了，詹姆也要二十七歲了
He's finding himself still, but I know he'll find out in a second
他仍尋覓著真正的自己，但我知道不出一瞬他自會發現
He graduated from the same school that I went to in NOLA
他從我在新奧爾良的同一所大學畢業
He lives right up the street from moms, it's crazy as he's gotten older
他混跡街頭，遠離母親，真瘋狂他已長大成熟
He's mature beyond his years, he's the best guy I know
他有著超越他年齡的成熟，他是我認識最棒的傢伙
I find the older I get, it's like the less that I know
我發現隨著我年齡漸長，我明白的反而越少，愈加困惑
This world's confusing, sometimes I feel all depressed, filled with gloom
這個世界讓人迷失方向，有時候我滿腔抑鬱，陰沉充斥了我
The more and more I understand why you had to hide in that room, ****
我也越來越能理解你為何不得不躲在那間房間
It's been some time since I had someone I could tell this shit
自我有一個人能傾訴這一切已過去了好久
Celebrity life is full of everyone expecting shit
作為名人的生活，就是要承受人們對你的滿心期待
In 2019, life is crazy, and it's evident , wait
2019年，生活太過瘋狂，這顯而易見
You won't believe this part but Trump was the president
你不會信的，但川普竟是那時的總統

And Leo finally got his Oscar after all
而小李也終於拿到了他的奧斯卡
And the Warriors were finally the best team in basketball
勇士隊也總算成為籃球裡的最佳隊伍
Anyways that's all for now, I'll keep it short and sweet
不管怎樣，就說這些吧，我長話短說，講些美好的
I'll save the rest until the next time we meet (I miss you,Melissa )
剩下的我留給下次我們再見時講(我想你，上帝保佑你)

I found peace
我找到了我內心的平靜
Hope this moment's brief
希望這一切能轉瞬即逝
Shaded memories
舊時回憶已然蒙上陰影
I can hardly speak
我幾乎說不出任何話語
I found peace (In our/all dreams)
我找到了我內心的平靜(在你我夢中)
I just grin my teeth
我只是緊咬著我的牙關
Through teary eyes I see
儘管我看見你淚眼婆娑
Smiling back at me
你仍然以暖心微笑報我
I found peace
我找到了我內心的平靜

Yeah, uh
Been seven months since you left
自你離去已過去了七月
Some nights it hits me harder than others , that's when I get depressed
有些夜晚情緒更加兇猛襲來，那時我感到壓抑
I play your shit, but I had to stop reading old texts
我放著你的音樂，但我必須停下讀你我過去的短信
I shed tears sometimes still, **** it, I've been a mess
我有時也會流下眼淚，淦，我一團糟
Knowing myself, I was too proud to ever tell this to you
我了解自己，我太自大以至我從不對你說這些
But since you popped out first, I used to be a lil' jealous of you
但自從你先爆紅之後，我曾對你有些嫉妒
I used to hate sometimes, Jameel said that's my you
我過去有時也痛恨這事實，但Jameel說我遲早迎頭趕上
But I was broke and unsuccessful, what you expect me to do?
但我一貧如洗，毫無起色，你還想要我怎樣？
See as to why it was rap that felt like they would always compare us
算是看清了為何人們總是比較你我的Rap
Except you sell out shows across the world from Oakland to Paris
還有，你全球巡演都火爆售罄，從這裡到巴黎
And I was still at my mom's crib, that means I live with my parents
而我仍住在我媽的公寓裡，跟我父母住在一起
I couldn't sell shit out in my town, I was slightly embarrassed
我在自己的村子場子都賣不出，有些尷尬
Fast forward some years, I finally caught up a bit
快進個幾年，我總算趕上了一點
I always wonder 'bout that time, like if you ****ed with my shit
我那時總是好奇，你都喜歡我做的曲子嗎
And then we finally met in Europe, playing festivals,shows
而到了你我終於在歐洲相見，在音樂節秀場上表演
You watch my set sidestage, I'm tryna flex at them shows
你在偏台的地方看著我的演出，我還試圖炫耀一番
Until I went and watched yours, you burnt that shit down
直到我去看了你的表演，你簡直點燃全場
We talked shit and caught afterwards , you ****ed with my sound
之後我們見了面聊了天，你說你喜歡我的音樂
We clicked, immediately, time passed in a blink
我們取得了聯繫，然而馬上光陰轉瞬即逝
Talking shit, I can't believe that was the first time we linked
火熱聊著，不敢相信這是你我第一次建立聯結
What I was going through with Ash', you went through with Ariana
聊著我和Halsey相處如何，與你和Ariana進展怎樣
And you would check in on me daily, help me deal with that drama
而你也每天關心著我，幫我處理那些抓馬
Come to think of it, we talked like every day last summer
回想起這些，去年夏天我們好似每天交談
You were like a big brother , crazy that you was younger
你好像一個大哥，不敢相信你還比我年輕

It's, only a dream until it happens to you
遇見你之前一切不過幻夢一場
But no one ever told me these things would be happening too, ****
但沒有人告訴我撒手人寰這種事也會發生，淦
Anyways that's all for now, I'll keep it short and sweet
不管怎樣，就說這些吧，我長話短說，講些美好的
I'll save the rest until the next time we meet (I miss you, Mac)
剩下的我留給下次我們再見時講(我想念你，Mac)

我找到了我內心的平靜
I found peace
希望這一切能轉瞬即逝
Hope this moment's brief
舊時回憶已然蒙上陰影
Shaded memories
我幾乎說不出任何話語
I can hardly speak
我找到了我內心的平靜(在你我夢中)
I found peace (In our/all dreams)
我只是緊咬著我的牙關
I just grin my teeth
儘管我看見你淚眼婆娑
Through teary eyes I see
你仍然以暖心微笑報我
Smiling back at me
我找到了我內心的平靜
I found peace

這個世界金錢無數，我卻找不到售賣時間的地方
All the money in the world, I can't find where they selling time
按下回到過去的按鈕，我只是輕啜這杯美酒，就讓我與你敘敘舊
One button, that rewind, I'm just taking sip of this wine, let me catch you up
好久不見，讓我帶你追憶往事
It's been a while, let's me catch you up
Yeah, uh, uh
(Scoop Dezel)