****ing fans
I'm still working on me
我還在繼續工作
And I'm coming back better for you
我讓自己變得更好再到你身邊
Most times it was my selfishness and your helplessness that I took advantage of
大多數時候都是我的自私和你的無助使你難過低落
You'd sit in the house and I'd be out and I know you're worried of (I know you're worried)
你在家裡空等，我在外面，我知道你在擔心著我
And you tried to block it out
你也試著屏蔽我
I'm so sorry for letting you down
讓你難過我很抱歉
I should've came home, came home sooner
我本應早點回家
You'd probably be better if I
你可能會過得更好如果我——
Came home, love you like I treat you
回家，像以往一樣愛你
You'd still be there
你還會在我身邊
My girl, my lil' baby speechless
我親愛的，我的寶貝說不出話來
You'd still be there, baby
你還會在我身邊
I'm still working on me (Work it)
我還在不斷努力
And I'm coming back with a plan and there's money in my hands (Work it)
我回來了，帶著不少的鈔票打算重回你身邊
You said I was ****ing up while I was out here ****ing fans damn and it made you crazy
你說我和粉絲私聯，這讓你失去理智
Made you seem made you feel it was crazy
讓你下定決心離開我
While you sit in the house, I'll be out and you stay worried about me (Oh)
你在家裡空坐，而我卻在外面逍遙快活，而你依然掛念著我
Ay, yeah
Nice when I just needed to hold somebody
每當我需要她人陪伴時
Feeling overwhelmed should've told somebody
感覺不堪重負，本應告訴她人才對
Picture and it's me sending chills through your body
只有我了解你的身姿與喜好
I just probably should've chilled 'til I saw you
我在見到你之前可能只是在浪費時間
How am I supposed to get to know somebody
我怎麼能去認識她人？
Nigga left his 20s and I still wanna party
他們都丟下錢離去，而我依然想要派對
I can not be trusted on my own with nobody
我自己都不再信任我自己
I can notbe
無人會再信任我
If we broke it off then you know it wasn't painless
如果我們分手，對我來說並不是那麼簡單
If she got a watch then you know it's not a stainless
如果她有一塊表，你知道它不可能毫無瑕疵
I was out here ****ing fans I was shameless
我真是厚顏無恥，竟然和粉絲私聯
Yeah and I know that
我自己也知道
You was at the crib reading stories that they sent you
你在家裡看著狗仔們爆出一個個我與她人糾纏不清的故事
Most of that was bullshit but some of it I did do
大部分都是胡扯，但我確實做過幾件錯事
Hard for me to justify the women I was into
我很難為我愛上的女人辯護
Especially when the whole entire world wished they had you
尤其是整個世界都渴望著擁有你
Then I locked the door that night in Vegas 'cause I had to
那夜在維加斯，我把門鎖上了
Then I had a kid even though I never planned to
然後我有了兒子，即使我並不打算要孩子
I cannot imagine when your girls gave you that news
我無法想像你的閨蜜告訴你這個消息時你的舉動
I know that
我都知道
Probably made you want to hit the streets on everything
可能會讓你想要夜不歸宿
Probably made you want to pour bleach on everything
可能會讓你想要大吵大鬧
Probably made you want to kill me on everything
可能會讓你對我心灰意冷
Yeah, trust I know that (Trust I know)
相信我，我心知肚明
Dialing I'ma say two zero one four
給你打電話，我還記得你的號碼2014——
'Cause you're not on the same shit that you was on before
因為你已經不再像以前那樣愛我
I know you're not happy, girl, everybody know
我知道你並不開心，眾人皆知，寶貝
Could see it in your boyfriend's eyes at the show
我能從你新男朋友的眼裡看出來，就在演出那邊
Don't tell me let it go, I'm a letting go pro
別告訴我放你走，我經歷過太多次離別
You don't wanna grow but we got to outgrow
你不想長大，但我們終將成長
Went six digits on the lock screen code
你的屏幕鎖也換成了六位
You're bragging to that hoe and it's gon' be a lot of smoke
你對那個女人顯擺，我知道硝煙即將瀰漫
We both getting rich but the trust getting broke
我們都越過越好，越來越有錢，但我們之間的信任卻分崩離析
Tear me down with words but I know that's how you cope
用言語攻擊我，但我知道那隻是你自我防衛的方法
Cover up a lot can't cover up your soul
掩蓋再多都無法掩蓋你的靈魂
I know you're not happy, girl, everybody know
我知道你不開心，寶貝，眾人皆知
(Trust I know that)
相信我我都明白