Don't Look Down

I cant hide my frown, my smile is hiding from my mouth
I cant lie, my mind keeps finding time to fight myself
I dive so deep inside, feel like I died and Im in hell
Or Im so high, my eyes cant see the ground beneath the clouds
Dont look down (dont look down, dont look down, dont look down)
Dont look down (dont look down, dont look down, dont look down)
I tried to keep it quiet, silence all my cries for help
As long as I am rising, till Im upside down, I wont look down

This a meteoric rise, keep ignoring all the horror stories like
So and so got way too famous and ended up killing himself with some pills and a knife, ay
I am not the one whos gonna self-destruct, got it out the mud
I came way too far to fail or screw it up, I aint dropping *****, I just blew em up, ay
I will never let my mental illness be the cause of my downfall
I will never lie to none of my fans, if I did, it would sound wrong
I will never try convincing you dummies, this isnt a town hall
Never look down, never look down, just look around, yall, ay

All of my demons are here, all I can feel is fear
All I can do is keep being myself and thats what I been doing for thirty-two years
All of my haters came out, chasing my name for some clout, what are they angry about?
Theyre climbing as high as their ladders can take em and screaming my name, but I dont look down

Hi guys, remember me? Im the white guy everybody wanted to cancel, nice try
Too sick, I might die right, two fists full of middle fingers, I got no time for high fives
Too rich for a drive-by, pay the pilot on my private jet to keep it low and do a fly-by
Take nine knives on a bike ride, why nine? Cause I heard that a ***** has nine lives
Im the one that yall hated, Im the one who won the game, got paid and famous
Im the one who laughed in all they faces and became the greatest since old Slim Shady
Im the one who dont care, Im the one who goes where no one goes cause theyre scared
Im the one who dont choke when the boat dont float, my throat gets no air
I can barely breathe all the air I need, oxygen is very thin at the top
I can rarely sleep , stars Im underneath shining too bright and I cant turn em off
Im high as the birds now, flying too close to the sun, got a burn, wow
I been turning up and I aint turning down, maybe I should chill but I aint learning how, ay

Im not afraid of success, Im afraid of what happens if I take a rest
Im afraid that Ill end up where I was before, in the hood with no money or food [?] the rent
Im scared if I look at the water, Ill drown so I look at the sky and deny theres a ground
Im not scared of the altitude up in the clouds, Im scared of the fall, so I dont look down

**** you
Every single mother****ing one of you
I cant even see you, because I dont look down
(Dont look down
Dont look down) ah
(Dont look down
Dont look down)

I cant hide my tears, I dry my eyes and more come out
I cant lie, my fear is suicide, not bank accounts
Keep my chin up but my head weighs like a million pounds
Feels like my neck might break, I hear it crack, ignore the sound
Dont look down (dont look down, dont look down, dont look down)
Dont look down (dont look down, dont look down, dont look down)
I tried to keep it quiet , silence all my cries for help
As long as I am rising till Im upside down, I wont look down

This a legendary climb, stand of the edge of the ledge and its very high
Think of the men who are dead cause it got to their head at a cemetery time
I aint the one who gon throw it away cause Im feeling too lonely up here
I aint the guy who gon break from the pressure, its snowy, my pipes are not frozen up here
I dont wanna hear about these YouTube rappers, I am not in that bracket, punk
Billboard plaques all stacked in my mansion, a million cash for my taxes, punk
Call me trash while I produce anthems, yall attacking with plastic guns
Im the biggest independent rapper in the ****ing world, you just live on my planet, punk
Got a acid tongue and massive lungs , every single track Ive done has packed a punch
Used to be an addict, yup, I crashed a truck in Canada, going toofast, black-out drunk
I was nice at the start but the mood all changed, the reactors who trashed me for views are lame
Dont ask me to help you remove no claims, if I see you punks, you gon lose your chains
I am the one who they all called a liar when I told them that Id help my mom retire
They thought that Id buy a new crib and a chain and a ring and a whip and some rims for the tires
Guess what? Mom dont work, send a hundred grand in a LV purse
Made a album with Nova and Brandon, they own half the masters, I told them the fam comes first

Still got the pills that the doctor gave me to combat the depression and the panic attacks
Im the type of person who wont even take a Tylenol even when I got a dozen knives in my back
Theyre calling me wack but I dont react, I dont have time to write raps replying to trash
? the whole team, yeah they trying to cap, Im concrete but my demons hide in the cracks, Im the one
I aint buy liquor for months , and youre lucky Im sober, Im **** when Im drunk
Mix the whiskey with soda, the man I become would invite you all over, put drugs in your punch
When you pass out Ill wrap you in plastic and hit you with hammers and flatten your skull till its crushed
I dont name names, I dont play games, I just aim [?] and throw out the gun
The rappers who hate act like family now, they tryna jack my style like some hand-me-downs
They want a million views, I want a Grammy now, and theclosest theyll come is they grammys house
I dont even drink but Im planning how, I can make a brewery in a massive house
To give free booze out to these rapping clowns and they can die using that to wash Xannys down
Im the most successful guy to hold a pencil, Ive been great for so long, Im bored of flexing
I became the machine made of iron, check inside, peel the skin off and let the metal shine
Ive been the greatest for so ****ing long, it feels normal for me to be special
So much clout, I could buy back the souls of these rappers that sold them for cash to the devil

Why is everybody always talking shit? Criticizing how Im doing it my way
If Im so trash, why dont yall release your videos on a Friday?
Cause thats my day, comparing our numbers youd cook like some fried eggs
***** like wide legs, you only get views if you say my name
Angry Im famous and not a great rapper and you been working stupid hard
I dont have to rap fast to impress all my fans, I am a superstar

Man, Im built for this, Id kill for this, never get back for the blood that I spilled for this
Im at the top, it dont even seem high enough , I need a couple more heels and some stilts for this, ay
There aint nobody around, the top of the mountain, I scream, and I shout
Nobody up here but me is allowed, the VIP section is deep in the clouds
Go ahead and call me a clown, cause I cannot hear it, your sky is my ground
To look me in the eye, youd have to reach the summit, I wont see you coming, I dont look down
If I stepped on glass and my feet on fire and my toes turn black and my shoes melt off
If my bones touch ground, I will not look back, I cannot look down
I dont care about how hard it gets, I gotta be the fire in the dark, I guess
I got a beating heart inside an iron chest, if theyre sleeping on me, I aint tryna rest
Hope they die in their sleep while I climb to the peak and their eyes never see all the heights that I reach
I deserve it cause I took the stairs to the moon, I might die from exhaustion but I like the view
Im higher than planets, the average person would die from the temperature, bodies are burning
The oxygen needed for life is inadequate, I hold my breath until Im turning purple
All my life all you did was doubt, and now my success gon kill you now
Wish I could see and put you in the ground, but as bad as I want to, Ill never look down

You dont get it still
I am the one
(Dont look down)
You dont have to admit it to yourself, you dont have to admit
(Dont look down)
You dont have to tell the whole world that when you look at me, you have to look up to me
And I dont look down
(Dont look down)
Everybody, please keep on talking, I am a ****ing superstar