House Of Cards

It's late at night and the worlds asleep
And I'm trying not to think
夜已深,世界也陷入沉睡
I take some pills cus my mind bleeds
我試著放空自己,不去思考
I'm thinking what is wrong with me?
吃了一些藥來緩解內心的傷痛
Because the only thing I know about honesty
我在思考到底做錯了什麼
Is every lie I told that you believed
可能唯一的問題是誠信吧

你會相信我曾說過的謊言麼

我是如此害怕孤獨
I'm afraid to be alone
也害怕某一天你會發現
I'm afraid that one day you'll find out
和驚異於

我竭力隱藏的秘密

也會震驚
And you'll be amazed
我滿口荒唐的謊言
At the secrets I keep
但是我更不敢向你坦白
You'll be amazed
因為我在紙牌屋裡的生活似乎依然自由
At my mouth full of lies
現在的我已不敢看著你的眼睛
But I'm too afraid to come clean
負罪感無時無刻不在殘蝕我
Cus my lifes still free in the house of cards
我再次嘗試著放空自己

只有這樣我才能得到一絲喘息

我想要再次做回自己
Now I can't look you in your eyes
但是我不能做到
Because the guilt is killing me
因為我是如此害怕孤獨
I try disconnect my heart again
也害怕某一天你會發現
Just so I can breathe
和驚異於
I wanna be myself again
我竭力隱藏的秘密
But I just can't cus
也會震驚

我滿口荒唐的謊言

但是我更不敢向你坦白
I'm afraid to be alone
因為我在紙牌屋裡的生活似乎依然自由
I'm afraid that one day you'll find out
我早已成為了一個恥辱

經過這麼些年來的墮落
And you'll be amazed
我的一生也已支離破碎
At the secrets I keep
都是因為我一直試圖的欺騙
You'll be amazed
現在我知道你已有了新的愛人
At my mouth full of lies
但那不是我
But I'm too afraid to come clean
oh,不是我
Cus my lifes still free in the house of cards
不!

你會驚異

我竭力隱藏的秘密
It's such a shame what I've become
也會震驚
After years of breaking down
我滿口荒唐的謊言
My whole life has come undone
但是我更不敢向你坦白
Cus I'm trying to fake it all
因為我在紙牌屋裡的生活似乎依然自由
And I know that you love someone
你會感到驚異
But that someone isn't me
也會感到震驚
Oh isn't me...
No!


And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
But I'm too afraid to come clean
Cus my lifes still free in the house of cards
(You'll) You'll be amazed
(You'll) You'll be amazed