years Togo

It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone
分開後的時間過得很慢
Since we ended our times been moving slow
一個人面對無盡的時間
I heard em say it takes twice as long
他們說忘記一個人花的時間
To forget someone as it does to get to know
是相識的兩倍
Now Im three days in got three more years to go
那我還要三年
Yeah
才能忘記你
Remember when the first night we kicked it we talked all night
記得我們第一次相遇就暢談整夜
Smoking w**d in my room talking about life
在我房間裡聊著人生吸著草
Whats crazy I aint even smash the first night
我沒有搞砸真的很不可思議
I kinda feel like I met you inside a past life
也許上輩子就認識了你
Remember got arrested in Texas together
記得我們去加州的時候
On a roadtrip to Cali they found the w** d in my sweater
他們發現了我帶了,然後就一起被捕
You never told me s**t or to quit her go and do better
你也沒教育我讓我變得更好或者是離開
But I promise this time Im gettin my s**t together
但我保證,這次我會做得更好
Front row at my first shows went into reverse roles
第一次演出你沒有來
Put myself first before her goals
是我沒有把你放在首位
We supposed to be having wedding rehearsals
我們本可以結婚的
You know things about me no-one on this earth knows
你比世界上任何一個人都了解我
I knew you were the one ever since day one
遇見你那一刻,我就知道你就是我要找的人
She said 'You know were meant to be so why you play dumb
她說:'既然你知道,為什麼還要裝傻'
I gave you too many hints I wish youd take one'
'我給了你那麼多暗示,哪怕你勇敢一次'
Im feelin like Robin Williams when dreams may come
當夢想成真時，感覺自己就像羅賓·威廉姆斯
It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone
一個人面對無盡的時間
I spent a lifetime
感覺已經孤獨地過了一生
Since we endedour times been moving slow
我們分開後,時間過得很慢
Its been moving slow
度日如年
I heard em say it takes twice as long
他們說忘記一個人的時間
To forget someone as it does to get to know
是相識所用的兩倍
You know
你知道嗎
Now Im twelve weeks in two years nine months to go
還要兩年零九個月去忘記你
Remember when the first time we got back together talked all night
記得第一次和好後我們又聊了整夜
I said 'Id like to do right by you if thats all right'
我說:'如果可以的話,我想為你做正確的事'
On tour missing you texting you on a long flight
在漫長的巡演路上想著你,給你發信息
But somewhere down the road I guess I lost sight
但也不知不覺的迷失了
Scrollin deep through your Gram lookin at old pics
翻著你的ins,看著舊照片
I should double tap something but thats a bold risk
沒有勇氣點贊
F**k I stay on your page youre still my top search
你是我最想搜索的人,一直停在你的主頁
You sang my hooks and you sold all of my first merch
你唱過我的歌,卻也賣掉了我的東西
And your mom still texts me Merry Christmases
你媽媽還會在聖誕和我生日的時候發信息
And Happy Birthdays Im missin you in the worst ways
說她用最糟糕的方式想我
All of the apologies feeling when Kurt plays
聽到Kurt的歌時,愧疚的感覺就會襲來
Your birthdays and anniversaries are all my worst days
最不想面對的就是你的生日和我們的紀念日
Her best friend wrote a letter and then she pressed send
她閨蜜給我發的信息
After we broke up the last time made it all end
讓我和她徹底結束了
She said 'Please for the love of God let this sink in
她說:'看在上帝的份上,翻篇吧'
No matter which way you turn never contact her again '
'不要再聯繫她,什麼方式都不要'
It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone
好像我已經孤獨地過了一生
Leaveher the f**k the alone
讓她也孤身一人
Since we ended our times been moving slow
我們分開後,時間過得很慢
Slow as f**k
度日如年
I heard em say it takes twice as long
他們說忘記一個人的時間
To forget someone as it does to get to know
是相識所用的兩倍
The world stops spinnin when you walked out of mine
當你離開我的時候,世界停止了運轉
So Im three years in and Im not even close
三年已經過去了,可我還沒有忘記你
Im not even close
無法忘記你
In my feelings I hit you
總會記起你
Thinking I meant that
想著你
Read the text next day
又看了一遍信息
Why did I send that
我為什麼要說那種話
I just want my best friend back
我只想讓我的知己回來
I just want my best friend back
我只想讓我的摯友回來
It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone
好像我已經孤獨地過了一生
Since we ended our times been moving slow
分開後,時間過得很慢
I heard em say it takes twice as long
他們說忘記一個人的時間
To forget someone as it does to get to know
是相識所需的兩倍
I just dont think Ill ever let it go
我可能,永遠都放不下她