PTSD （Remix）
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Beat: 《PTSD》Tech N9ne, Krizz Kaliko
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演唱：Tech N9ne, Krizz Kaliko，D.LAC（Ver 2 ）
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Mix： biuC
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【N9ne】
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Uh-huh , Yup, O-K. Whatever,
嗯哼，是的，沒問題，任何事，
Don't try to talk to me like you know what this is,
不要嘗試著跟我交流，好像你很懂這個似得，
Yeah, I know I might have symptoms that are familiar to you, but.. I got this,
耶，我知道我精神狀況的問題你熟悉的很，但..我思維變得愈發不清晰，
Thanks anyway..
謝了至少..
【KK】
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Don't let this eat me alive,
不要讓這傢伙吞噬我的神經，
I only can see this world from the inside,
我只能躲藏在心靈圍牆裡窺視這世界，
And I'm holding it inside,
我被困於其中，
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go,
這感覺就像我扣起手槍扳機要它後退，讓它滾出去，
And nothing's making sense,
但結果卻無濟於事，
And they have no patience for anything,
他們對我所說的任何事都不放在心上，
So I'm going on everything,
所以我要自己解決這所有的破事，
Somebody get me out of here,
有人要帶我離開這裡，
【 N9ne】
You don't see what I see,
你看不到我眼中的畫面，
So how the hell you gonna stop these voices,，
所以你如何讓這些地獄哀嚎不再出現，
In my head, that got me offly rocky, do you copy?
腦海中痛苦纏繞，令我從高空墜落，你可否重演？
traumatized much, from homicide, what?
巨大創傷，源自無盡殺戮，怎樣改變？
Don't wanna flip, but mama I must be the one I trust,
不願變得瘋狂，但媽媽我仍渴望尋求信任感，
I ain't got no friend, I ain 't got no grin,
無朋友在身邊沒有笑容浮現，
But I'm macho when I lock, load, and I block foes in,
但我卻異常凶悍瞄準，裝彈，以一敵百封鎖敵人前進路線，
When I stop souls in a rock, hold, I'ma drop those sins in a box so slim,
何時我能強迫自己的靈魂不再戰栗變得穩定，將身上的罪惡都封存起來，多麼渺茫的心願，
Inside of my nog' grows grim,
冷酷擴散滲入到我的軀殼裡面，
By heard, it goes deep,
聽到沒它已經潛入到最裡端，
I serve and go weep,
我能做的只是哭泣悲嘆，
A verticle leap when you're alert in your sleep,
總會反射性一躍而起噩夢使你慌亂，
Was a word of a treatment, somebody murdered more peace,
治愈是最佳結果不過很多人的精神支柱早已被摧毀折斷，
Inside of my third it's so bleak,
我體內三分之一的靈魂如此的暗淡，
Done so much dirt I go leap to chief,
不擇手段令我人生飛躍到達頂點，
【KK】
Don't let this eat me alive,
不要讓這傢伙吞噬我的神經，
I only can see this world from the inside,
我只能躲藏在心靈圍牆裡窺視這世界，
And I'm holding it inside,
我被困於其中，
Feel like I can cock it back and let it go,
這感覺就像我扣起手槍扳機要它後退，讓它滾出去，
And nothing's making sense,
但結果卻無濟於事，
And they have no patience for anything,
他們對我所說的任何事都不放在心上，
So I'm going on everything,
所以我要自己解決這所有的破事，
Somebody get me out of here,
有人要帶我離開這裡，
【D.LAC】
whats the melody surrounding?
這環繞的旋律是什麼？
i hear the sound of violins
我聽到了小提琴的聲音
yet I can think of nothing but violence
但我腦海中卻只能想到暴戾
mind depriving
剝奪了思想
why it can trigger my deepest anger
為什麼它能勾起我最深的憤怒呢？
Oh I remember,
噢，我想起來了，
it's the instrument played
這不就是
when it occurred then recurred then recurred and recurred
“”那件事“ 一而再再而三三而四無數次發生而我卻無能為力時
and I could do nothing about it!
所彈奏的樂器嗎？！
buried a recipe for a disaster and a catastrophe in my mind
在大腦深處埋藏了一份解藥，以及一份厄難
Just in case I am failing to
以防我無法
Rest In Peace.
安然入眠
Ye, Me resting in peace, or shredded in pieces?
是啊，我安然入眠，亦或者被攪碎成粉末
anything else does everybody want?
大家對我還有什麼別的期待或要求嗎？
becuzimma swallow the toxicant and then die at once.
因為我即將吞下毒藥，立刻致死
I don't even need an effing chronic one.
甚至都不需要慢性的
Twenty four seven I quenching on menace
我無時無刻不在嘗試平息周圍脅迫一般的空氣
and minute and second I get up all sweating
每分每秒我都有可能一身冷汗
Get busy forgetting about the demon
忙著忘卻
that's hitting me ，feeding me bitter
那猛烈抨擊我的心魔
i went into hell for this wretch in myself
我為了心中這自卑的本我而進入過地獄
But nothing been ringing a bell
但也未曾為我帶來任何明悟
all I'm thinking is quitting my realm,
我現在只想退出這領域
ain't ready to tell it but deep inside
還沒準備好道出，但內心深處
I really wanna give it a bit of more help.
我真的很想給他更多一些幫助
but if I didn't get it, to hell
但如果我無法獲得救贖，那就去他X的
imma drag the whole world with me
我要把全世界都拖拽下來
Cuz my emotion shut down
因為我的感情已經關閉
so I will take out everyone around me
所以我會把周圍的人都放倒
in an alphabetic order
按字母順序來吧
without even realizing it's a slaughter
甚至我都意識不到這是一場TS
Im trapped in a corner
我被困在了角落
Ain't no boarder for
對於創傷後罪惡感失調的人來說
Post Traumatic Sin Disorder
邊界是不存在的
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