How I Ended Up Here

There's something I need to confess
我有件事要坦白
At the risk of exposing my faults
冒著暴露我缺點的危險
But I'm starting to find that most of the time
我開始發現大多數時候
I just don't like people at all
我根本不喜歡任何人

五分鐘前我見到你的時候
When I saw you five minutes ago
我怕你會和我說話
I was afraid you might talk off my ear
我驚慌失措決定躲起來
I panicked inside and decided to hide
我就是這樣來到這裡的
And that's how I ended up here
俯蹲在魚缸旁
Crouching behind the live lobster tank
希望你能從我身邊經過
Hoping you'd just pass me by, oh...
我就是這樣來到這裡的

這是我的結局嗎
That's how I ended up here
我多麼希望我能坦白
That's how I ended up here
我第一次躲在這裡

我試圖避免所有的人
Oh how I wish I could say
我發現自己時常在這
It's my first time to hide in this spot
我的意思是看看水里的傢伙
But with all of the people I try to avoid
紅色的血絲圍繞他們的雙臂
I find myself down here a lot
如果他們無法敞開心扉

只要保持自己
I mean, just look at these guys in the tank
他們不會傷害任何人
With the red rubber bands 'round their arms
所以我不理會我的電話
If they don't open up
別開門
And just keep to themselves
有時希望我能消失
They won't do anyone harm
我就是這樣來到這裡的

我就是這樣結束的
So I screen my calls,
築一堵牆沒有人能打擾我
don't answer the door
孤獨地生活
Sometimes wish I could disappear,
只向那些靠近我的人開放

我做了什麼無人靠近
oh...That's how I ended up here
你看我真的很想知道
That's how I ended up ..
但我沒有那麼堅強

你不會明白像傻瓜一樣的我
Building a wall so no one could bother me
我就是這樣來到這裡的
Living my life in isolation
我就是這樣來到這裡的
Opening up to only those close to me
我就是這樣結束的
Nobody's close to me, what have I done?

See, I really want to be known
But I'm not quite as strong as the fear
That you won't understand the fool that I am
And that's how I ended up here
That's how I ended up here
That's how I ended up here