Birthday Girl (Explicit)

Not out of the woods yet
I havent brought the goods yet
Are we here to say goodbye
I wish I could support you
I wish I could afford to
Give me one more chance to shine
I know that I dont live up to this
Ill stay in the wilderness
Staring at a lonely sky
Its what I deserve
What I should be reduced to
And I wont even ask
Why you brought me in your car boot
And I am curious as to
Why youre so furious
And I know your news is serious
We couldve gone anywhere
If you wanna shoot the breeze
But I remember you said
Youre at one with the trees
If youre sick of my questions
I wont say a word
But one quick suggestion
**** what you heard
If this is a test dear
I wanna pass flying colors
And baby were the best were
Better than the others
So I am curious as to
Why youre so furious
And I know your news is serious
Whats that in your bag dear
I hope its just a kiss
You shouldnt be so mad dear
On a night as clear as this
I hope thats not a hammer
I pray its just a rose
Stop thrashing at my head love
Stop pulling on my clothes
Im starting to feel weak babe
Its cold here on the grass
I cant even speak babe
But I really need to ask
Was it something that I did
I need to be reminded
I need to be reminded
Ive got it I know its too late
I wish I could explain
Please dont walk away
My sights beginning to fade
And the lights are turning to Grey
And the night is starting to change
Sorry I missed your birthday