I Can Change (Explicit)

See I like drinking til I get blind drunk
Black out and lash out and act like a punk
Crush through town with my fake ID
End up face-down am I in too deep
Hungover bed -bound soldier
Hand runs over the dip in her shoulder
With her I see things clear
Lose my mind I lose my fear
Though my life so far is bleary
Ill be fine if I keep her near me
I dont need the fights and tears
I dont even like my peers
Were so far away from here
Were so far away from here
When I think about my baby
I get a bit insecure
I need to be seen as a little bit more mature
Cant live without my baby Im sure
I can change
I can change
I just wanna get rid of all the excess pain
Everythings out to stop things going my way
Shes the only thing to save me
See Im a madman when it comes to getting loud
Im not a badman but Ill still knock you out
Oi listen dont try it
Triple JD **** a diet
See my lady shes an angel
Shes a rock star but she stays low
She got eyes that could melt the entire population
But I get tired of them
This situation just aint enough
I dont wanna change her I wanna make her
Prepare her so she can see that this world we live in
Can be ******* tough
I mean it though this world is cold
Only the brave survive when they sell their souls
This is my odyssey
I just hope she can keep up with me
This is my calling
Its a shame Im susceptible to falling
When I thinkabout my baby
I get a bit insecure
I need to be seen as a little bit more mature
Cant live without my baby Im sure
I can change
I can change
I just wanna get rid of all the excess pain
Everythings out to stop things going my way
Shes the only thing to save me
Mr Officer
Im a man of values
Yes I might have dropped one or two Valium
Look I dont wanna rot Im just a casual abuser
Sorry user dont be confused sir
Not being rude sir just wanna go home
Look I choose her leave this life in the dust Imma lose her
Im a loser Im a ******* loser and Imma lose her
When I think about my baby
I get a bit insecure
I need to be seen as a little bit more mature
Cant live without my baby Im sure
I can change
I can change
I just wanna get rid of all the excess pain
Everythings out to stop things going my way
Shes the only thing to save me