Mama, it really hurts today
母親啊今天真是痛苦的一天
Even worse than yesterday
比昨天還要沉痛
You can't make it go away
你無法令這痛苦遠離
Mama, it was you that made me good
母親啊治愈我的人是你
I wish you understood
我希望你明白
You did everything you should
你做了你該做的一切
And I've survived
而我已然倖存
I'm so good at takin' pain pills
我早已習慣了止痛藥
I'm no good at keepin' my mind still
但我並不擅長堅定我的意志
When I'm down I'll eat a happy meal
當我消沉時一頓美餐讓我重獲快樂
I should be tired when I'm wide awake
而當我清醒時一切都令我疲憊不堪
A little broken but I can't complain
我已經出現裂痕可我無法抱怨
It used to hurt me, now I'm just not fazed, now
那曾傷害我的亦不會再令我倉皇失措
I'm so good at takin' pain
我實在擅長忍受痛苦
Mama, I think I've had enough
母親我覺得我受夠了這一切
Of giving in and getting numb
這所有屈從現實、麻木不仁的過去
But I'm not brave enough
但我還不夠勇敢
It's too much, for both of us to take
我們都為對方承受了太多
You 're wanting me to change
你始終期待我做出改變
But I just make the same mistakes
但我依舊犯著同樣的錯誤
And I've survived
我還活著
Yeah I'm okay, most of the time
我一切都好至少大部分時間還是這樣
I'm so good at takin' pain pills
我早已習慣了止痛藥
I'm no good at keepin' my mind still
但我並不擅長堅定我的意志
When I'm down I'll eat a happy meal
當我消沉時一頓美餐讓我重獲快樂
I should be tired when I'm wide awake
而當我清醒時一切都令我疲憊不堪
A little broken but I can't complain
我已經出現裂痕可我無法抱怨
It used to hurt me, now I'm just not fazed, now
而那曾傷害我的亦不會再令我倉皇失措
I'm so good at takin' pain
我早已學會忍受痛苦
Am I alive?
我還活著嗎？
Only angels were meant to fly
只有天使才願意翱翔
Is this hell or paradise?
這是天堂還是地獄？
Or am I high?
還是我陷入了迷狂？
Mama, it was you that made me good
母親啊治愈我的人是你
I wish you understood
我希望你明白
You did everything you could
你已竭盡全力了
I'm so good at takin' pain pills
我早已習慣了止痛藥
I'm no good at keepin' my mind still
但我並不擅長堅定我的意志
When I'm down I'll eat a happy meal
當我消沉時一頓美餐讓我重獲快樂
I should be tired when I'm wide awake
而當我清醒時一切都令我疲憊不堪
A little broken but I can't complain
我已經出現裂痕可我無法抱怨
It used to hurt me, now I'm just not fazed, now
而那曾傷害我的亦不會再令我倉皇失措
I'm so good at takin' pain
我早已學會吞嚥痛苦
I'm so good at takin' pain
我早已慣於忍受痛苦
Pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain...
那纏繞如夢魘的痛苦、痛苦、痛苦……
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