I Wanna Get Better

Hey, I hear the voice of a preacher from the back room
從我身後的房間里傳來了一個傳教士的聲音
Calling my name and I follow just to find you
呼喚著我，為了找到你
I trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather
我追隨著聲音來到了一台正在播放天氣預報的舊電視前
And I've trained myself to give up on the past 'cause
我訓練自己放棄過去
I frozen time between hearses and caskets
因為我在靈車和棺材之間絕望了
Lost control when i panicked at the acid test
面對著嚴峻考驗我驚慌失措
I wanna get better
我想變得更好
While my friends were getting high and chasing girls down parkway lines
我的朋友玩得越來越嗨，在林蔭路里追著女孩
I was losing my mind 'cause the love, the love, the love, the love, the love
我卻迷失了自我，因為愛，愛，愛，愛
That I gave wasted on a nice face
浪費在了一張精緻的臉上
In a blaze of fear I put a helmet on a helmet
在一片恐懼中，我戴上了一個又一個頭盔
Counting seconds through the night and got carried away
數了一個晚上的數來克服它
So now I'm standing on the overpass screaming at the cars,
所以現在我站在天橋上對著車流吶喊
'Hey, I wanna get better!'
嘿！我想變得更好！
I didn't know I was lonely 'til I saw your face
在遇見你之前我不知孤獨為何物
I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
想改變之前我不知我已頹廢
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
我想變得更好，更好，更好，更好
I wanna get better
我想變得更好
I go up to my room and there's girls on the ceiling
我回到房間，天花板上貼著女孩的照片
Cut out their pictures and I chase that feeling
我剪掉了這些照片，我追逐著那種
Of an eighteen year old who didn't know what loss was 18
歲時不知所痛的感覺
Now I'm a stranger
現在我已淡然了
And I miss the days of a life still permanent
我想念過去那段承諾永遠的日子
Mourn the years before I got carried away
在我忘記之前哀悼似水年華
So now I'm staring at the interstate screaming at myself,
所以我現在對著公路吶喊
'Hey, I wanna get better!'
嘿！我想變得更好！
I didn't know I was lonely 'til i saw your face
在遇見你之前我不知孤獨為何物
I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
想改變之前我不知我已頹廢
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
我想變得更好，更好，更好，更好
I wanna get better
我想變得更好
'Cause I'm sleeping in the back of a taxi
我睡在的士後座
I'm screaming from my bedroom window
對著房間的窗戶尖叫
Even if its gonna kill me
即使那樣做會殺了我
Woke up this morning early before my family
在家人沉睡時醒來
From this dream where she was trying to show me
在夢中她告訴我
How a life can move from the darkness
如何在黑暗中生活
She said to get better
她說去變得更好
So I put a bullet where I shoulda put a helmet
所以我在原本放頭盔的地方放上了一顆子彈
And I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away
摧毀我的車，因為我想忘卻一切
That's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself,
這就是為何我正站著天橋上對著車流吶喊
'Hey, I wanna get better! '
嘿！我想變得更好！
I didn't know I was lonely 'til i saw your face
在遇見你之前我不知孤獨為何物
I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
想改變之前我不知我已頹廢
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
我想變得更好，更好，更好，更好
I wanna get better
我想變得更好