Honest

I've been laying
默然躺臥
wide awake
清明自醒
I have something
千頭萬緒
I have to say
難掩衷情

凝望著你臉龐
I look at your face and
我準備好繳械
I'm ready to cave in
為了此刻我已等待太久
I know I' ve been waiting
彷若利刃緩緩深入
and driving the blade in
隻字片語難以訴清

任憑往事隨風飄散
There's no easy way to explain
而我便是罪孽之源
and make it all go away
我並非
I am to blame
從未愛過你倘若坦誠相言

我深知昔日的盟誓不復存焉
I ain't ever, I ain't ever...
也曾堅信你便是我此生唯一
I ain't ever loved you if we' re honest
但你那樣遙不可及
I know this isn't what we promised
彼此擱淺在兩個世界
Thought you could be the one I wanted
你無比熠熠生輝
But you're so far, far
卻唯獨對我偏愛有加

我知道你本不必如此
You're not like me
我曾以為這就是愛
You're too good
只因它讓人欲罷不能
Still you want me
但事實已足夠明了
I knew you would
不過是我自欺欺人

我知道你願我駐足
I thought it was love 'cause
奈何我的心已遠去
It hooked like a drug
你還要無望等待嗎
But that's not enough
我並非
I'm calling my bluff
從未愛過你倘若坦誠相言

我深知昔日盟誓不復存焉
I knew you would want me to stay
也曾堅信你是我此生唯一
No, I'm walking away
但你那樣遙不可及
Don't you wait
我並非從未愛過你倘若坦誠相言

我深知昔日盟誓不復存焉
I ain't never, I ain't never...
也曾堅信你是我此生唯一
I ain't ever loved you if we're honest
奈何你我已漸行漸遠
I know this isn't what we promised
Thought you could be the one I wanted
But you're so far, far

I ain't never loved you if we're honest
I know this isn't what we promised
Thought you could be the one I wanted
But you're so far, far