doctor please

Turn the lights off but leave the bed
燈光熄滅離開床鋪
Empty and messy just like my head
房間空蕩凌亂一如我的大腦
And leave me swimming in the words you said
讓我反复咀嚼你說的話
That it's alright not to be okay
你說不夠好也沒關係
I'm lying down but I can't relax
我嘗試躺倒但我無法輕鬆下來
Looking at you gives me a heart attack
看著你讓我心臟發緊
What if I'm not worthy enough to love you back?
如果我不值得被你愛呢
But you say it's fine not to be okay
但你說沒關係的不夠好也沒關係
If home is where the heart is
如果家在心之所在
Mine's falling down
那麼我的家正在分崩離析
There's holes in all the windows
窗戶上充滿孔洞
The grass has turned brown
草坪也全部枯萎
But a sign outside in your handwriting says
但是你手寫的標語告訴我
That it's alright not to be okay
不夠好也沒關係
I wanna say something so I might as well
我想說些什麼所以我我也會說
Say that I'm fine, but you can tell
說我覺得自己很好但是你會發現
When I'm lying about my mental health
我對我的心理狀況撒謊了
I know it's alright not to be okay
我知道覺得不好也沒關係
But if it was that easy then I'd love myself
但是如果有那麼簡單的話我就會去愛我自己了
And openly admit that I might need help
我會公開承認我需要幫助
Instead of feeling like a burden on someone else
而不是覺得成為了某人的負擔
But when is it my turn to be okay?
但是我什麼時候才能好起來？
If home is where the heart is
如果家在心之所在
Mine needs repair
那麼我的家需要修補
The wood beams are unstable
木頭樑柱如此不穩
There's smoke in the air
嗆人煙霧瀰漫空中
But a sign outside in your handwriting says
但是你寫的標語告訴我
It's alright not to be okay
覺得不好也沒關係
Be okay
不好也沒關係
Doctor, please help me
醫生幫幫我
I'm struggling to find my abilities
我在艱難尋找自己的才能
Oh, doctor, please help me
哦 醫生 幫幫我
What if I can't be what she needs?
如果我不能成為她的所需 怎麼辦？
Oh, doctor, please help me
哦醫生幫幫我
I'm struggling to find my abilities
我不知道自己能做什麼
Oh, doctor, please help me
啊醫生幫幫我
What if I can't be what she needs?
我不能回應她的期待怎麼辦？
Oh, doctor, please help me
哦醫生幫幫我
I'm struggling to find my abilities
我發揮不了自己的所能
(Doctor, please help me)
醫生幫幫我
(Can't be what she needs)
我給不了她的所需