The Drug In Me Is You

I heard a knock upon my door the other day
幾天前我聽見有人敲門
I opened it to find death staring in my face
我打開門卻發現死神正注視著我
The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates
致命圍捕的感覺仍在心中激盪
Everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case
無論去哪我都帶著棺材以防萬一
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My bodys tremblin sends shivers down my spine
我的身體在顫抖，我的脊椎在戰栗
Adrenaline kicks and shifts into overdrive,
腎上腺素飆升
Your secrets keep you sick, your lies keep you alive
你的秘密讓你憔悴，你的謊言使你得以生存
Snake eyes every single time you roll with crooked dice
每一次你擲出歪歪扭扭的骰子，就會看到蛇眼
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I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
我感覺到黑暗試圖摧毀我
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
那種常出現在百年老屋裡的黑暗
I wrestled with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
我和思緒搏鬥，我與懷疑握手
Running from my past Im praying feet dont fail me now!
從過去中逃離，我祈禱我的腳現在不要讓我失望！
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Ive lost my god damn mind,
我已經失去了該死的理智
It happens all the time,
這一直如此
I cant believe Im actually
我不敢相信我其實
Meant to be here,
本該在這裡
Trying to consume,
我試圖耗盡生命
The drug in me is you
我體內的毒品是你
And Im so high on misery
我是如此的痛苦
Cant you see!
你難道看不出嗎！
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I got these questions always running through my head
這些問題常常縈繞在我腦海
So many things that I would like to understand
我想了解的事情太多了
If we are born to die and we all die to live
如果我們為死而生，為生存而死
Then whats the point of living life if it just contradicts?
那么生活的意義又是什麼，如果它自相矛盾的話？
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I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
我感受到黑暗試圖摧毀我
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
那種常出現在百年老屋裡的黑暗
I wrestled with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
我和思緒搏鬥，我與懷疑握手
Running from my past Im praying feet dont fail me now!
從過去中逃離，我祈禱我的腳現在不要讓我失望！
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Ive lost my god damn mind
我已經失去了該死的理智
It happens all the time
這一直如此
I cant believe Im actually
我不敢相信我其實
Meant to be here
本該在這裡
Trying to consume,
我試圖耗盡生命
The drug in me is you
我體內的毒品是你
And Im so high on misery
我是如此的痛苦
Cant you see!
你難道看不出嗎！
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我已迷失了
Ive lost
自我
Myself
你嘗試著抓住我但你卻無法幫助我
You tried to reach me but you just cant help me
再見
So long
再見
Goodbye
你嘗試著拯救我，但這次沒有用！
You tried to save me, it wont work this time!
因為現在
Cause now
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我已經失去了該死的理智
Ive lost my f *cking mind
這裡沒有該死的時間
And theres no f*cking time
我不敢相信我其實
I cant believe Im actually
本該在這裡
Meant to be here
我試圖耗盡生命
Trying to consume,
我體內的毒品是你
The drug in me is you
我是如此的痛苦
And Im so high on misery
你難道看不出嗎！
Cant you see!
噢，你難道看不出嗎！
Oh, cant you see!
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你難道看不出嗎！
Cant you see!