Too Sad To Cry

Wasn't raised religious
沒有皈依過什麼
But I wish that I was
但寧願有過
Having nothing to believe in
沒有什麼去堅信
Has been killing my buzz
感官也都退化
Yeah, I cut my hair
剪短頭髮
Close the blinds
不敢睜眼
Play Hallelujah like two dozen times
把哈利路亞放了無數遍
And yesterday I tried to pray
就在昨天我試著祈禱
But I didn't know what to say
但我不知道該說什麼
I'm too sad to cry
悲極難泣
Too high to get up
回天無力
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to **** up
不敢去嘗試因為我怕搞砸
Don't like to talk
不想說話
Just lay in my bed
就窩在床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
不想出門去和朋友相隨
Lied to my doctor
對醫生說謊
She knew I was faking
她知道我怎樣
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em
給我幾副藥物但我不敢去吞下
I try and I try
無數次嘗試
But I'm too sad to cry
但我悲極難泣
Can't tell my mama
不能告訴老媽
It makes her worry
因為她會擔心
I'm not suicidal
我沒想放棄
But sometimes the lines get all blurry
但有時界限變得模糊不清
Yeah, I cut my hair
是的我剪了短髮
Closed the blinds
對一切視而不見
Played Hallelujah like two dozen times
把哈利路亞放了無數遍
And yesterday I tried to pray
就在昨天我試著祈禱
But I didn 't know what to say
但我卻啞口無言
I'm too sad to cry
悲極難泣
Too high to get up
回天無力
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to **** up
不敢去嘗試因為我怕搞砸
Don't like to talk
不想說話
Just lay in my bed
就窩在床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
不想出門去和朋友相隨
I lied to my doctor
對醫生說了謊
She knew I was faking
她一眼便看穿
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em
開了幾副藥但我不敢去吞下
I try and I try
我試過了
But I'm too sad to cry
但我悲極難泣
I'm too sad to cry
悲極難泣
Too high to get up
回天無力
Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to **** up
不敢向前看因為我怕搞砸
Don't like to talk
不想說話
Just stay in my bed
就窩在床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
不想出門去和朋友相隨
Lied to my doctor
對醫生說謊
She knew I was faking
她知道我怎樣
Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take 'em
給我幾副藥物但我不敢去吞下
I try and I try
我試過了
But I'm too sad to cry
但我悲極難泣