I know you so well, so well
我是那麼的了解你
I've been trapped in my mind girl
一直拘泥於我自己的思緒中
Just holding on
先緩緩吧
I don't wanna pretend we're something
不想假裝我們很熟
We're nothing
多希望我和你已分道揚鑣
I've been stuck thinking about her
我曾腦海裡都是她
I can't hold on
控制不住
I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
我沉浸在痛苦裡，想朝我的腦袋射十槍
I've been tripping about some things, can't change
我一直被痛苦束縛，毋庸置疑
Suicidal, same time I'm tame, picture this, in bed
自殺，已經身心俱疲，想像一下，在床上
Get a phone call
接到電話
Girl that you ****ed with killed herself
和你要好的女孩結束了自己
That was this summer and nobody helped
那是一個無助的夏天
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
從那以後，我開始憎恨自己
Wanna ****in' end it
就像一個悲觀主義者
Pessimistic
想一刀兩斷地結束
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
都想看我走投無路
But *****s been excited about the grave I'm digging
都樂意看我挖自己的墳墓
Having conversations about my haste decisions
談論我的倉促的決定
****in' sickenin'
真是受夠了
At the same time
同時
Memories surface through the grapevine
記憶在這些小道消息中浮出水面
'Bout my uncle playing with a slip knot
我的叔叔也離世了
Post-traumatic stress got me ****ed up
創傷後的壓力使我情緒偏激
Been ****ed up since the couple months
這幾個月也混亂不堪
They had a ***** locked up
把我鎖在牢房
I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just to hold on
一直與痛苦為伴，讓我靜會
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
感覺不像以前，已經麻木
I'll be feeling pain, I'll be feeling pain just to hold on
一直與痛苦為伴，讓我靜會
And I don't feel the same, I' m so numb
感覺不像以前，已經麻木
I know you so well, so well
我是那麼的了解你
I've beentrapped in my mind girl
一直拘泥於我自己的思緒中
Just holding on
先緩緩
I don't wanna pretend we're something
不想假裝我們很熟
We're nothing
多希望我和你已分道揚鑣
I've been stuck thinking about her
我曾腦海裡都是她
I can't hold on
不能自已
I've been pretty
我曾是那麼的
Jocelyn Flores - cover