Heavy s**t

I got this window in my house
我家裡有扇窗戶
Knows me better than I know myself
比我更了解我
Could probably charge me a 50 an hour
我向它洩憤的時候
For all the heavy **** I pour out
它可能會收費50美元一小時
I get these voices in my brain
我的腦海中迴響著這些聲音
Feels like I'm part of a new strain
好像我是新物種的一部分
I get disturbed and it's stupid and useless
我心緒被擾亂並且變得愚蠢無用
You get the heavy **** I pour out
我倒的苦水你都能接住
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
所以我來這試著找出是哪裡出了問題
Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
讓我變成一具活生生的屍體
Starting to wonder how I got so numb
我想知道面對消極情緒時的我
To this heavy **** I pour out
是怎樣的自甘墮落
Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
獨自和鏡子裡的酒瓶推杯換盞
Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
活得像是一具丟了魂的喪屍
Can someone tell me how I got so numb
誰能點醒我讓我看清在巨大的壓力面前
To this heavy **** I pour out?
我是怎樣的束手就擒
They tell me, Well, this is all part of life, you see
別人告訴我：你看到的不過是生活的一部分
But the world keeps circling 'round me
但是世界一直圍著我轉
Can't seem to stop being so hard on myself
感覺自己要承受的困難無窮無盡
'Cause all this **** I pour out
因為我都已經歇斯底里
Still haven't found what I'm looking for, nah
還是沒找到我想要的東西天啊
All of these people keep closing doors, it's all me
大家都把大門緊鎖都是因為我
Can't keep holding all this * *** to yourself
他們告訴我不能一直自己忍受著
Go find a way to let it pour out
應該去找個方式好好發洩
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
所以我來了試著找出是哪裡出了問題
Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
我就像個幽靈在那該死的家裡游盪
Starting to wonder how I got so numb
開始甦醒想知道面對內心的呼救時
To this heavy **** I pour out
我是怎樣的麻木不仁
Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
獨自和鏡子裡的酒瓶推杯換盞
Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
活得像一具丟了魂的空殼
Can someone tell me how I got so numb
誰能描述給我我面對內心的求救時
To this heavy **** I pour out?
那副事不關己的樣子
So here I am, so here I am
我人雖在此我人雖在此
Like a ghost in my own home again
也和那個丟了魂的喪失如出一轍
Mh, with this heavy **** I pour out
Mh，我帶著糟糕情緒來了
So come on, let it pour, baby, let it pour
來吧寶貝聽我傾訴給我希望
(All the heavy **** I pour out)
所有的絕望我都在這訴說
(Let it pour out, all the heavy **** I pour out)
讓我講出來讓我在沼澤中自救
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
所以我來了試著找出是哪裡出了問題
Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
讓我活得像一具喪屍
Starting to wonder how I got so numb
開始甦醒想知道面對內心的痛苦時
To this heavy **** I pour out?
我是怎樣的麻木不仁？
Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
獨自和鏡子裡的酒瓶推杯換盞
Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
好像靈魂迷失在這該死的空殼裡了
Can someone tell me how I got so numb
誰能來點醒我在面對自己的渾渾噩噩
To this heavy **** I pour out?
我是怎樣聽之任之的
(**** I pour out)
要把所有的懦弱都倒掉
So here I am, so here I am, so here I am
所以我來了我在這我就在這
Someone tell me how I got so numb
渴望誰來點醒我面對自己的墮落沉淪時
To this heavy **** I pour out
我是怎樣無動於衷的
So here I am, so here I am, so here I am
所以我來了我在這我就在這
Someone tell me how I got so numb
渴望誰來描述給我在面對自己的渾渾噩噩時
To this heavy **** I pour out
我是怎樣自暴自棄的