carpark (overflow)

I wonder if you saw that I was sorry for the beating of my heart
我猜你是否想看到
When it woke you in the car park
我在停車場叫醒你而抱歉的樣子
And maybe I should tell you
或許我應該告訴你
That Ive villainised my body for too long
我已經讓我的身體閒置太久
Would it help you find excuses to move on?
這會幫你找到繼續前進的藉口嗎？
Like I needed more excuses to be stronger
就像我需要藉口變得堅強
Im no mother
我不是聖母
But Ive done a lot
但我努力做了這麼多
To prove to those I love that they are good enough
向那些愛我的人證明他們已經夠好了
I dont believe in luck so I am giving up
我不相信運氣，所以我放棄了
I hope to find a reason for my fear of feelings leaving at the start
我希望能找到一個我害怕感情一開始就離開的理由
It makes my sleeping harder
感情這東西讓我難以入睡
I dont know much about you
我還是不夠了解你
So Im trying not to doubt you, but in time
所以我試著不去懷疑你，但最終
I know youll let me down and that is fine
我知道你會讓我失望的，沒關係
A feeling I cant shake, its getting stronger
一種我無法擺脫的感覺，越來越強烈
Im no mother
我不是聖母
But Ive done a lot
儘管我努力做了很多
To prove to those I love that they are good enough
向那些愛我的人證明他們已經夠好了
I dont believe in luck
我不相信運氣
I dont believe in much
不太相信
Leave it all to trust or start to give it up
試著把一切交給信任或者乾脆放棄吧