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I've tried to hide a certain side of me
Closed eyes, I'm tired of this reality
I just wanna feel alive
I'm drifting in space
And when I'm falling back to Earth
I'll find out if it hurts
Too many thoughts inside my head
I guess I'm going crazy instead
I meant all of the things I said
I hope one day you will understand
I feel I can't just let it go again
And still time flies and then it slows again
Can you guess what I'm thinkin' 'bout
Oh I know she knows
Cause I'm just trying to figure out
If I'm meant to let go
I don't wanna know if I'm losing control
I need to know how to find my soul
I don't wanna know if I'm losing control
I need to know how to find my soul
Too many thoughts inside my head
I guess I'm going crazy instead
I meant all of the things I said
I hope one day you will understand