Feeling used
感覺被利用了
But Im still missing you
但我還是好想你
And I cant
無法相信
See the end of this
原來，這就是我們的結局
Just wanna feel your kiss
好想再感受一次
Against my lips
你吻在我唇上的感覺
And now all the time
可是這些時光
Is passing by
都已成為了過去
But I still cant seem to tell you why
我始終沒能告訴你
It hurts me every time I see you
每次看到你我的心都好疼
Realize how much I need you
現在才知道我有多需要你
I hate you I love you
我恨你，我也愛你
I hate that I love you
我更恨自己還愛你
Dont want to but I cant put
不想這麼沒出息
Nobody else above you
卻又無法找到可以取代你的人
I hate you I love you
我恨你，也還愛你
I hate that I want you
我好恨自己還愛你
You want her you need her
而你想著的，你需要的卻只是她
And Ill never be her
我卻永遠也不能成為她
I miss you when I cant sleep
想你到深夜，輾轉難眠
Or right after coffee
甚至喝完咖啡的時候
Or right when I cant eat
吃不下飯的時候，我都會想你
I miss you in my front seat
想念你坐在我前面
Still got sand in my sweaters
把沙子塞進我的衣服裡
From nights we dont remember
時間已經模糊了這些回憶
Do you miss me like I miss you
你會不會像我想你一樣想我啊
****** around and got attached to you
奮不顧身的想和你在一起
Friends can break your heart too and
朋友們也常常會讓你傷心不已
Im always tired but never of you
我卻從來沒有因為愛你而感到難過
If I pulled a you on you you wouldnt like that ****
如果強迫你愛上我，你也不會開心的吧
I put this reel out but you wouldnt bite that *** *
把最想說的話都告訴你，你也毫無感覺吧
I type a text but then I never mind that ****
我並不在意你會不會看那些寫給你的消息
I got these feelings but you never mind that ****
我的難過，你也從來感受不到吧
Oh oh keep it on thelow
我該把這些放在心裡的
Youre still in love with me but your friends dont know
我猜你還愛我吧，只是不敢告訴朋友們
If you wanted me you would just say so
可是，如果你真的愛我，為什麼不說
And if I were you I would never let me go
如果換成我，絕不會放開你的手
I dont mean no harm
我從沒想過要傷害你
I just miss you on my arm
我只是好想你在我懷裡的感覺
Wedding bells were just alarms
你婚禮上的鐘聲像刀子一樣
Caution tape around my heart
一次又一次的刺在我的心上
You ever wonder what we could have been
你從想過，或許我們也能走向婚禮的殿堂吧
You said you wouldnt and you ******* did
你說過永遠不會離開，最後你還是走了
Lie to me lie with me get your ******* fix
謊言都只是為了哄我上床，還冠冕堂皇的說複合
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ******* mixed
腦袋裡混亂的像喝下的酒，不知滋味
Always missing people that I shouldnt be missing
我總是會想念那些早該忘記的人
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
有時候你故意的和我保持距離
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
我必須控制自己，不能再重蹈覆轍
But I learned from my dad that its good to have feelings
爸爸說，你會讓我學會成長
When love and trust are gone
當我失去所有對你的愛和信任
I guess this is moving on
一切都會好起來的吧
Everyone I do right does me wrong
我愛的人都背叛了我
So every lonely night I sing this song
每個孤獨的夜晚，我都會唱這首歌
I hate you I love you
我恨你，我也愛你
I hate that I love you
我更恨自己還愛你
Dont want to but I cant put
卻又無能為力
Nobody else above you
你佔據了我的心，沒有餘地
I hate you I love you
我恨你，我也還愛你
I hate that I want you
我恨自己那麼想你
You want her you need her
你愛的是她
And Ill never be her
我卻不是她
All alone I watch you watch her
我只能看著你和她在一起
Like shes the only girl youve ever seen
你的眼裡只看得到她
You dont care you never did
你從不會在意你不愛的我吧
You dont give a damn about me
你也不從會施捨給我哪怕一點點關心
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
我永遠無法走進你的視線
She is the only thing youve ever seen
你的眼裡只有她一個
How is it you never notice
什麼時候你才會看到
That you are slowly killing me
遍體鱗傷的我啊
I hate you I love you
我恨你，我愛你
I hate that I love you
卻更恨自己
Dont want to but I cant put
不想越陷越深
Nobody else above you
卻無法找到誰替代你
I hate you I love you
我真的恨你，也真的愛你
I hate that I want you
卻只能怪自己
You want her you need her
你愛的是她
And Ill never be her
我卻從來不是她
i hate you，i love you（翻自 gnashOlivia OBrien）