EARTHA

i used to be afraid of myself
我曾對自己懷滿恐懼
hung my smile on a shelf
兜售假笑
hid my teeth when i laughed
大笑也從不露齒

可我現在長大了
now i'm far too grown
因你預謀，因你掌控
for your plot, for your palm
你會為我存在於這裡嗎
will you root for me
還是你要走呢
or will you leave?
我並不想妥協

我們可以跋涉過這黑夜嗎
i don't wanna compromise
我想要與你深深對視
can we make it through the night
但你也只看著我
i'm tryin to see eye- to-eye
你的話語一直重複
but you look right over me
我已經疲倦了
your words stuck on repeat
我坐下來認真傾聽了多少次了
and i'm tired of ya
而我為什麼要這樣做
how many times do i sit and lis ten to ya
我將你的話放在心上
i dont know why i keep sittin listenin to ya
而我為什麼要這樣做
how many times do i sit and lis ten to ya
我義無反顧相信你的話語
i dont know why i keep sittin listenin to ya
而我為什麼要這樣做

我這樣傾心投入
how many times do i sit and lis ten to ya
而我為什麼要這麼做
i dont know why i keep sittin listenin to ya
不是我厭倦了
how many times do i sit and lis ten to ya
我只是聽過太多次
i dont know why i keep sittin listenin to ya
你幻想的世界

你歪扭的學問
it's not that i'm bored
我卻白耗了愛與力氣
i just heard it before
我想重申自己
the space you take up
我可以遠遠跑開
the curve of your learning
我可以改寫我的結局
that's my labor, my love
而我只是躺在床上

微光在腦中閃爍，我只是說
explaining myself again
我說
i could have run a mile instead
我不想妥協
i could have twist my ends
我們能夠跋涉這黑夜嗎
instead, i'm laid out in bed
我想要與你深深注視
gaslight in my head, but i said
而你只是看著我
what i said
你的話語僵化

令我如此討厭
i don't wanna compromise
誰會為我而來愛
can we make it through the night
誰會為我而來愛
i'm tryin to see eye-to-eye
誰會為我而來愛
but you look right over me
誰會為我而來愛
your words stuck on repeat
誰會為我而來愛
and i'm tired of your ****
誰會為我而來愛

是誰啊是誰啊
who gonna share my love for me with me?
who gonna share my love for me with me?
who gonna share my love for me with me?
who gonna share my love for me with me?
who gonna share my love for me with me?
who gonna share my love for me with me?
who gonna share my love