Die This Way

[Verse 1 - Hopsin:]
我的眼光一直是金色的
My vision has always been golden
這就是我為什麼能看到天國之門開啟
Thats why I see the pearly gates starting to open
我沒有朋友
I aint got no friends
因為我是一個預言，喻言
Because Ive been an omen, oh man
Hmmm，看看我所浸泡的敵人的鮮血
Hmmm, take a look at the enemies blood I am soaked in
凝視著我的倒影冥想
Staring back at my reflection thinkin
想我手中一直握著的底牌
Bout the hand of cards Ive been holdin
當我沮喪時，我很難控制它
When Im upset its hard to control it
當我興奮時，我玩弄於鼓掌
Soon as Im fully charged, I unload it
這tm保持著馬庫斯如此投入
This shit is keeping Marcus so devoted
到寫這些瘋狂的字條並且你知道的
To writing these crazy bars and you know it
我如此鎮定的喝著果汁
Im too steady with the juice
在售貨店準備好了，當我闖入我是綠巨人
Get the booth ready, when I barge in Im Hulkn
我不再想加入復仇者聯盟
Im no longer with Avengers
復仇已經冰凍了我的心
Heart is frozen with some vengeance
8年了，我成了一個威脅
8 years old, I was a menace
我不能迷失在批評聲中
I cant get lost in all the critics
他們沒有從戰壕中爬出他們就判斷了（實踐是檢驗真理的唯一標準）
They judging when they aint crawled up out the trenches
看看碧池們，我在碧池當中掙扎（眾人皆醉我獨醒）
Look bitches, Im making doe from all the bitchin
你認為我只是在廚房烤麵包
Youd think I whip baking soda in the kitchen
這是狗眼看人，是臨場換人，但這是現實
Its U.P and taking over is the mission, the realest
他們應該知道這狗屎的加密聽著
And they should know the shits encrypted, listen
我的辯解
[ Pre-Hook - Hopsin & Matt Black:]
呵呵，我應該高興，就好像所有一切都是美好的，我應該假裝生命是偉大的
I debate
或者，我應該讓世界看到真正的我，不隱藏痛苦的我
Should I smile like everythings good and pretend that life is great
我嘗試和你們一樣，對不起我不能
Or should I let the world see the real me and not hide this pain
這樣生不如死（這樣生不如死）
I tried to be like the rest of yall, sorry I just cant
啊耶啊耶
Im a probably die this way (Im a die this way)
啊耶這樣我生不如死，生不如死
[Hook - Matt Black:]
啊耶啊耶
Ah yeah, ah yeah
啊耶這樣我生不如死，生不如死
Ah yeah, you know Im a die this way, Im a die this way
我的心要去哪？
Ah yeah, ah yeah
告訴我為什麼我會讓這些炸彈爆炸
Ah yeah, you know Im a die this way, Im a die this way
我固執甚至我媽媽都知道
[Verse 2 - Hopsin:]
我孤單嗎？是的
Where did my mind go?
我就一個，這就是朋友離開我的原因
Tell me why am I letting these bombs blow
我生而無憾尼瑪我不後悔
Im stubborn and even my mom knows that
天哪那天我把女友的父母罵出去了（什麼？）
Am I lonely? yes
顯而易見
Im on one, thats why my homies left
他們試圖證明他們女兒胡說
I live with no regrets, motherfuckers I wont repent
兔崽子，趕他們出我一點經驗都沒有
Man the other day I cussed my girlfriends parents out (what?)
當時我大腦高度緊張
It is apparent now
我心中一個怪物告訴我寫下這些攻擊性的字行
They try to justify their daughters bullshit
如果我的胡作非為對你沒有意義
Whelp, I am raw enough to air it out
草泥馬它們對我起了作用
Im intense at times, in my mind
是的，我認為我突然自我了
Theres a grinch inside that tells me to write offensive lines
如果你切開我，你發現我是充實的
If the shit I do doesnt make sense in your head
從8到18歲，一個古希臘帕諾拉瑪的混混
Nigga fuck you cause it makes sense in mine
放眼世界，眾生千篇一律
Yeah, I think I got a little ego
碧池我做我自己這是你看到我做我自己的唯一方法
If you cut me open, you would see Im full of it
我的辯解
From the 8-18, a motherfuckin Panorama City hooligan
呵呵，我應該高興，就好像所有一切都是美好的，我應該假裝生命是偉大的
I see the whole world and everybodys looking like a duplicate
或者，我應該讓世界看到真正的我，不隱藏痛苦的我
Bitch I do me, and thats the only way youll ever see me doin it
我嘗試和你們一樣，對不起我不能
[Pre-Hook - Hopsin & Matt Black:]
這樣生不如死（這樣生不如死）
I debate
啊耶啊耶
Should I smile like everythings good and pretend that life is great
啊耶這樣我生不如死，生不如死
Or should I let the world see the real me and not hide this pain
啊耶啊耶
I tried to be like the rest of yall, sorry I just cant
啊耶這樣我生不如死，生不如死
Im a probably die this way (Im a die this way)
我沒有感受到沒羞恥
[Hook - Matt Black:]
我為什麼要隱藏痛苦
Ah yeah, ah yeah
對不起
Ah yeah, you know Im a die this way, Im a die this way
對不起
Ah yeah, ah yeah
對不起眾人皆異
Ah yeah, you know Im a die this way, Im a die this way
沒有人能告訴我
[Bridge - Matt Black:]
我是站立的僅有的黑鬼，但是這黑鬼是壓倒性的
I dont feel no shame
我幽魂一樣在地球上游盪
Why should I hide this pain?
火焰燃燒就像我慢慢在腐爛
Im sorry
在這世上我無從發洩
Im sorry
我有家人，但是我們不親近
Sorry were not the same
所以我通過歌曲表達我的故事
[Verse 3 - Hopsin:]
你們都想得到爆米花
There isnt much that anybody else can tell me
當我用我的思想打擊你
Im the only nigga living in my shoes and this shit is overwhelming
逍遙島？這是你遙不可及的地方
I travel earth like a lost soul
這是鬥爭和痛苦
Fires burning as I rot slow
是關於我一直困於雨中
There aint many I can vent to in this world
說實話，我不想改變
I got family but were not close
我一直帶著它到我的死處直到萬物皆滅
So I tell my story through a hot song
啊耶啊耶
You all know to get your popcorn
啊耶這樣我生不如死，生不如死
When I hit you with the Ill Mind
啊耶啊耶
Neverland? Thats a place you know were not goin
啊耶這樣我生不如死，生不如死
This is struggle and pain
啊耶啊耶
About me always being stuck in the rain
啊耶這樣我生不如死，生不如死
To be honest, I dont want it to change
啊耶啊耶
Im a take it to my death bed up until nothing remains
啊耶這樣我生不如死，生不如死
[Hook - Matt Black:]
Ah yeah, ah yeah
Ah yeah, you know Im a die this way, Im a die this way
Ah yeah, ah yeah
Ah yeah, you know Im a die this way, Im a die this way
Ah yeah, ah yeah
Ah yeah, you know Im a die this way, Im a die this way
Ah yeah, ah yeah
Ah yeah, you know Im a die this way, Im a die this way